rigid yet fragile

Santa! Here's my list!

2011-12-15T12:18:00.009+08:00

Since I am originally thinking of a wishlist post, I'll be doing two consecutive posts. The other one can be seen just right below this post. :) But I think that would be a bit boring for some who just don't care about HOW my heart is now. LOL

2012 WISHLIST for CHRISTMAS and BIRTHDAY and ALL POSSIBLE OCCASIONS WITH GIFT GIVINGS!

Let's start with the accessible gift that I can have this year!

1: FLOWER CLIP

I've seen a lot of this somewhere. Now, I can't FIND ONE!
Tss, I think I saw a box of this. :)
It can be other types of clip, incase it will be very hard to look for this one.
I want this one, so that I can just clip series of photos from my family,friends.etc :)

Fact: I am very emotional and appreciates small things a lot!

2. SAMSUNG GALAXY S II

I just drooled over this one, I saw it on a commercial. :)
OMG. Please, GLOBE Telecom: HAVE A PLAN FOR THIS!

3. iPad

Just to know how it feels to have this gadget that everyone's being 'gaga' about. :)

4. Belle De Jour Planner

As we grow old, we forget things. OOPS.
That's a no.no. So, Hello PLANNER! :)

5. CONDO UNIT

Should I really elaborate with this? I don't think so. :)

6. Santa, CAN YOU KIDNAP THIS PERSON AND THEN WRAP HIM FOR ME? :)
Kidding! :) Just really wanna see and greet Jiyong Oppa. :)

I'll let this post so that I can still think of other wishes and add it here. lol

Photos are credited on their respective owners. Grabbed from: Google.com

STAY SAFE DURING THIS SEASON :)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

A challenging year!

2011-12-15T12:03:00.005+08:00

Hi bloggies and those who do series of blog walks. :)

I think this year became one of the most challenging years ever. I had a drastic life change since I graduated this year, so I have to make my career one step higher. At the same time, I think it helped me a lot as well in terms of 'moving on'. As long as I will not see him, as long as there's less communication with him, I think. I am getting there. :)

I don't know if some of you are really aware of what I've been through not just this year but last year as well. I have a 'delusional' love life. I thought what we had was real, I thought what we were can be considered real. I assume, I expect. But I end up shattered and now still struggling to make myself complete again. I tried by being with other 'someone' but I think it makes everything worst as ever.

Now, I'm really, trying to make all possible things to make myself open to what I think should be real in the future. I'm trying to make myself believe that LOVE IS REAL.

To you boy: Thank you. Thank you for making me realize that at times, what we show to others can be deceiving. I learned from it. I will not trust a guy easily. Unless, he makes an effort. The effort that I might least expect. Thanks.

To you girl: Just take care of him. I still love you, you know that. I have nothing against you since day 1. But, just take care of him. That's all.

To my other girls: Thanks for all your efforts of making me feel good. It was hard and I know you take her side than mine, since what they have can be considered "the real one". I understand that, thanks for waking me up on my long time delusion.

To my boy who saw me cried like a river: I know that you felt bad for me. Thank you. You're the only one who stood up for me and take care of me when at times, I felt I lost my balance in life. Thank you. I owe you a lot, I'm praying that God will send you the one you've been longing for. Thanks for the friendship. Again, I owe you. BIGTIME.

I think, posting this will make me feel better and now might say.

I MOVED ON, I LIVED AND NOW READY TO SAY.

HELLO BOYS! :)

P.S.: I'll be posting my Christmas/Birthday wishes soon! :) See you guys!

Certified, Civil Service Eligible.

2011-12-09T12:21:00.004+08:00

God Bless me and my family! :)

Advance Merry Christmas everyone. I'm just too overwhelmed that God never let me down. I think He's giving me a good time now after all the things that happened to me from the past. :)

Let me hit my Gratitude list now:

Thank you Mama and Papa: You're the best. But I would give the limelight to my Mom. *drum roll* Thanks mom. You know I owe you everything. I mean it. Everything :) Love ya!
Thank you Papa God: You just know how many sleepless and full of agony nights I've been through. You're just super great, you know? :) I never question you for all the misfortunes of the past, and now. I'll just say, Xie xie ni, Salamat! :)
Thank you consti book and algebra book: I had a time, scanning but not thoroughly study your content. Though, thanks for being there.
Thank you my notebook full of notes: I just love to scribble. :)
Thank you Jowan and Abhy: for lending your heavy duty books mentioned at thank you number 3.
Thank you oxygen, water and world: for letting me breathe, drink,and unwind at times.
Last but not the least, Thank you struggles: You're just simply the best teacher.

Godbless everyone. I love this feeling and will be ecstatic forever.

Passing on an exam with 100% no idea about the content, it's fate and faith!

Xie xie ni! *at the top of my voice*

Trouble Maker!

2011-12-02T07:36:00.007+08:00

Just love the whistling part. :)
I always love HyunA because she's so fierce! :) But, knowing now that she's only 19. I was like, she's been fierce for a very young age. I dunno if this is a feeling of insecurity or whatso-ever.

Off topic :)
I'll start on Monday for my new work. New dorm. OMG. Scared but excited at the same time.

-----I am updating my blog more than the usual, a good sign leh? :)

Or just bored? Tssss.. Good days ahead friends!

`Ciao!

How was it now.

2011-11-29T23:13:00.003+08:00

I have a lot of things to blog. I dunno why apparently, I wanted to do em all now. So many things happened in the past that I wasn't able to share. Might be, because I'm not yet that ready to tell everyone. It's a bit hard to make your life an open book, knowing that it will hit you back, twice.

I'm happy now, I mean. I have not all the good things in the world, but I have what I think I should.

The guts to face the cruel world and prove everyone that I can stand, once fallen, once beaten... Ready to give them a great fight. :)

There were times that I really wanted to give up and just go somewhere far from the reality, but in the end... Reality just strikes be again.

Don't you think living in the real world is hard? I, personally think it is. I usually day dream that one day, I will be happy. I will be taken care by someone I long for. It's a bit hard,really. To live on a day dream..

So, talking so random. Can't explain. :)

Omg, what a comeback, senseless post. But,this is what my hear feels now.

P.S.

My future koala bear, where are you? What took you so long, I've been waiting for you. It hurts that I have to endure the world, alone.

-Ciao!

Sadddddddd

2011-06-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

Kung ayaw niyo ng drama, wag niyo na basahin.

Umaga. Ang lakas ng ulan. Pero sige lang, kailangan kasi para sa interview. So sige sugod sa ulan, professional dapat!

Tanghali. Nakarating sa fiorgellatto. Dahil mahal, diet mode ang order kahit si mama magbabayad.

1pm. Nakarating sa interview place. Kakaiba. Ayoko na bumalik. Nakakatakot sa lugar, baha ng sobra. Pwede ka na magtayo ng pond.

3pm. Natapos ang exam ko at initial interview. Kakaiba din ang mga conditions nila, na tanging sa kanila ko lang narinig.

4pm. Kalbaryo pag-uwi at sangkaterbang naligaw ako kung saan-saan. Basang basa pa ako kasi munitk na ako maligo ng tubig baha. Galing naman kasi ng mga jeepney drivers, dun pa sa baha dadaan.

7pm. Nanakawan ako sa jeep. Wala ang pera ko, school id ko, postal id ko, picture ko, iba pang mga cards. Sakit pala pag naririnig mo yung katapat mo sa jeep, kinekwento niya paano nanakaw yung wallet mo. Syempre di ko siya masisi, kasi natakot din siguro siya. Mukha kasing armado yung dalawang lalaki na katabi ko eh. Mabigat yung bag, yun dapat kasi yung hahatakin ko kasi alam ko na na nasa kaniya na yung wallet ko. Pero dahil mabigat, baka may baril pa. Masakit talaga... Maglakad ng walang pera at umuulan pa.

8pm. Walang gana kumain. Pagod na, pulubi pa. Paano na yung postal id ko? Mahal yon ah! Tatapon lang din naman nung magnanakaw, kasama yung id ko nung college na sobrang tine-treasure ko.

8:30 pm. Ayon. Second Honors lang ako sa DL. Di ako competetive sa grade or palatanong gaya ng "anong score mo?, ilan ka?" at kung ano pang mga tanong na tinatanong lang ng mga taong grade conscious. Pero, di ko deserve ang grade na yan. Alam ko sa sarili ko. Di ako nagyayabang, pero di talaga ako masaya.

Sasabog na kasi ang puso ko eh. Kailangan ko to ilabas. :/

HELLOOOOOOOOO!

2011-03-22T19:20:00.000+08:00

Since fb's down.

Just gonna rant. I don’t know if this will be shown on my fb. I believe so? HAHA. It’s been like months ago since I blog things about how I do things in my life. Yeah. OH. How’s my blog? HAHA. Haven’t check that up. I guess while I’m having my sanely vacation, I should do some updates! Yea!

Hmm.Okay. Shoutout to Aibhen Naguna for making me cry like 4 am? Then another session like 11-ish or 12-ish in the morning. :| Geez. Memories really can kill a person and slowly I’m dying while she’s talking to me. HAHA >:) Everything just happened like it was yesterday but the truth was, it happened like few few few few months ago. (count the fews). HAHA =)

P.S.

Don’t you see how hot BIGBANG is? They are superb! :3 If God would allow me to choose my husband selfishly, I WOULD DEFINITELY CHOOSE TAEYANG OR GD. Any will do! Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh! :)

~피곤해. I am

Yuletide!

2010-11-16T07:51:00.006+08:00

Celebrate Christmas 2010 with Sulit.com.ph, the leading online classified ads and buy and sell website in the Philippines.

Wooh. Since a friend asked for favor, might as well make this an opportunity to update this page after so many days.

It's been a while. Now, I'm having my training for my industrial setting at Department of Foreign Affairs-Manila. Adjustment stage as usual plus series of errors as well. It's kinda frustrating but in the end of the day,I always think that I'm still an intern. I don't have to push myself that much. But being so does not permits anyone to be stupid. Learning adjustments also entail maturity adjustments as well. I personally, became close to someone, I forgot to be so polite. HAHA. Major fail. So, I sometimes called them 'kuya'. *with sincere apologies of mine here*.

Oh geez! I have a tumblr account. HAHA. But I will never leave my official blog page.*tears*.

And since its yuletide season. Let's have this what you usually call WISHLISTS.

To move on. - I guess I used the wrong term. :) I moved on already. But you know, every time. Just every time, I remember the old days. Oh snap. *This time last year, everything was so different.*
To be slimmer- EFFIN SAKE. This was like ages ago wish. Can Santa do this too?
To finish my course! -Geez! I want to march on March! =) honestly, I don't have plans yet after. But I'm planning to take up M.A. Who knows? :0
To have TONS OF MONEY - I just like the idea of 'tons'. HAHA =)
~~Trying to believe that someone will be really there to love me, not use me.~~ - OKAY. There is too much emotion in this phrase. OMIT!

WAAAAAAAAAAH. I'm improving. I didn't wish for material things. I just wish for my. HAPPINESS =) Mature enough?

I LOVE THIS K-DRAMA! :) It somehow resembles my story :(

`Ciao!

Emotional Letter.

2010-10-16T19:18:00.003+08:00

HAHA. I'm now happy. staying to be happy. Moving. =) I can't go back with the past nor reminiscing them all over again and put them into pieces and think of it as part of my future or either continue to have a wishful thinking for a greater outcome. STUPIDITY.

What I can do is to stand up, move,walk,run, feel the breeze and embrace the days to come. I might not receive the hard copy of my perfect story at the moment, I know God is still making it,polishing it, asking His thesis adviser and undergoing sets of proof reading. HAHAH =) Does that make sense? What make sense to me is that I am FINE. :) Not totally okay, but I'm fine :)

I would like to dedicate this entry to the following people:

Babe- Thanks for listening. I know you have harder and more challenging problems esp. when you know. HAHAH =) Basta, I love you more. :D Thanks for the surprise yesterday! =)
Bff, Bading, Dyosa- OMG. I don't know how to start thanking you. HAHA. From scratch, to wounds, to scars. Bading,THANK YOU. Super. You are the living proof of "no distance can hinder friendship, a REAL FRIENDSHIP :"> "
BheBhe- Isa ka din. HAHA =) Even you have some problems, and di ka palaimik, You'll always be the first one to know everything about me. And I so love that fact that you are just there, listening. No harsh reactions but just listening. That's trully enough for me. :)
Jeco- everyday of my school life, after school life and other life you taught me how to be strong. Thanks as in. THANKS. :) The SM trips seems to be the best days. You see me cry all the time, you're so strong for me to let you see that. Thanks!
Chuchee- I know you have a very tough time. But Listening still is one of the best feature you have. I love you so. :D

"Don't just tell me you are there. Let me feel it."

Spread love! :)

Senior year. :)

2010-06-20T11:32:00.008+08:00

I'm not so excited hearing that. :| There are TONS of reasons why.

I have to leave Phil. during this year. I thought I'll be looking forward on leaving, but now. I don't know.
I have to face a lot of PAPERWORKS.
I have NO CHOICE. - About different things :) And I want to keep it a secret. :) I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings here. :D

But what keeps me positive in this year are the following:

Working after.
Studying another/new major after. *Conservatory of Music!*
Taking care of dogs for my entire life :)

This would probably the most challenging year as a college student, I supposed everyone does. I mean, even those who are in a 5 year curriculum, on their last year they would probably feel the same. What subject I enjoyed the most recently? Oh gosh, HTML! :) Haha, No major makes me feel ecstatic. HAHA =) I mean, I just don't feel happy at all facing all the majors, I want to just have a very relaxing subject. And thank God, HTML was given :) Oyeah!

Off topic: This year also seems to be challenging for some, in terms of their love affair/s. Some do broke up, while some bloomed a new relationship. Whatever the ways and means of it, I'm just here ready to listen to them. I don't ask, I want them to be the one ready to open it to me. :) Coz I don't want to earn trust by my own, I want it to be given to me. :) I just feel the need of blogging it. :)

INSPIRATIONS FOR THE CHALLENGING YEAR!:

`Ciao!

First time to vote. :)

2010-05-10T14:28:00.010+08:00

It' s election time here in Phil. Some voted, some didn't. Reasons? Well: Some feels like it's a waste of time, some says it can't change the fact of being a poor country.

Come on. That's the stupidest of all the reasons. I don't know. We all have different perspectives. Bottom line: you can't complain on the system since you never tried to exercise your right to vote. Change begins to oneself, "asa ka pang may magbabago,kung ikaw di mo gusto makiisa sa pagbabago".

My vote by the way goes to: Gilbert "Gibo" Teodoro and Jejomar Binay.

Well, Hope that whoever wins, "sana wala ng reklamo pwede? respeto nalang :)"

`Ciao!

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These currently hit my youtube. :)

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When you know you should stop :)

2010-04-13T08:40:00.002+08:00

I've been away. and I am really successful of searching for my soul. Now I know, actually a few weeks ago. I really know, I should stop. :]

I am honest about liking someone. I never knew exactly when and how, it just happened. I kept hoping that one day, he would feel the same. I thought he was the one. I thought what we had was "a-soon-to-be"couple relationship. Till one day, he acted differently. He was never the one I used to know, the one I liked. Gradually, the feelings may fade for him as for my part, it increases each day. It got up to the point of crying for no reason at all, talking to friends whom I think would help me a lot. Thanks to them, I know I should learn how to stop, to let go, to less assume and most likely, TO MOVE ON :)

Now, I can gladly say that I moved on. I stepped out from his boundaries. Loving for someone who would never love you back can be such a waste of time. It was never a dream come true, but at least, you learned how to dream. I may be at the moment be afraid of falling in love again, but may be soon. I can have the right guy , at the right moment and at the right place who would never just leave me hanging while I keep on believing :)

`Ciao :)

Everything is a mess.

2010-02-19T17:57:00.005+08:00

I hate it.
I hate them.
I hate him.
I hate her.

I hate everything.

Back fighters, ingratitude and inconsiderate people are really roaming around. Watch out.

B/E/W/A/R/E! :)

"I'm really missing someone. The one who talks so sweet to me, the one who cares for me so much, the one who's there all the time. I missed that. But what can I do? If he drastically change for no reason at all. I guess, I don't have any inch of rights to act like this in front of him or even to question about it because he was never been vocal about what we are, or what does he wanted to be in my life. I guess, this is how hard a woman should really undergo. Wait. And Just wait. But.. It's really pathetic for me, to wait for someone whom in the end, I know... Will never come back and in the end, was never been mine:)"

~now that's stupidity means. :)

Watched with Jeco!:)

NEW TICKET LAYOUT! Cool :)) LOL

and BTW, I watched Valentine's Day. Cool:) I just felt disappointed with the Taylors, coz they got small exposures. HAHA! And my biggest reason for watching: Eric Dane also has small scenes and take note: he's gay. :)

Bottom line: Too many powerhouse cast may lead to small exposures for each of 'em. Tears.... ;(

`Ciao!

Katarsis.

2010-02-12T19:05:00.008+08:00

Hai, Gusto ko magpost ng Filipino version blog. Siyempre, para maiba naman. Lagi nalang ingles, di naman ako banyaga para gawin iyon. At ngayon, nahihirapan ako na gawing purong tagalog ngunit, subalit at datapwat, susubukan ko sa abot ng aking makakaya na gawin ito. :)

Marami ang nagsasabi na ako ay "namumulaklak" --hirap pare! HAHA. Ayon, di ko mawari kung bakit nila naiisip/napapansin. May nagsabi pa nga na baka ako ay may kasintahan na. Pero ang totoo, wala talaga. May tao lang na nagiging ispesyal sa puso ko, kaya lang. Eto nanaman ang salitang kaya lang. Di ba pwedeng hanggang sa ispesyal sa puso nalang? Lagi nalang bang ganito.

Nararamdaman ko at alam ko na wala naman sa kaniya ang lahat ng ito, di ko naman ito dinadamdam. Dahil alam ko sa umpisa palang, trip trip lang ang lahat. At maging ako,ay nakisakay dito. Pero, ang hirap din pala. Minsan di mo alam kung ano na ba talaga. Kaya ngayon, mas mabuti pang sa umpisa palang, habang di pa ito lumalalim, ay itigil na. Habang di pa masakit, habang biro pa ang lahat. Itigil na. Dahil mas mahirap hilumin ang sugat na malalim kaysa sa mababaw.

Selos. Di lang ito nararamdaman sa sinisinta. Maari ding sa mga kaibigan. Alam ko, na minsan talagang dumarating sa puntong may mga tao tayong gustong makasama, pinipili natin sa anumang oras. Sa panahon ngayon, pakiramdam ko. Walang gustong piliin ako bilang kaibigan. Nakakatawang pakiramdam. Na kahit alam mong di ka nag-iisa. Na kahit alam mong marami kang kasama, sa bandang huli, parang nag-iisa ka. Nag-iisang naglalakad, kumakain, nag-iisip, natutuwa, nakikibaka.... Mararamdaman mong marami kang kasama sa mga piling pagkakataon. At ang mga pagkakataong ito, ay nais ko na lamang itago sa aking sarili, sa kaloob looban ko.

Kaninang hapon, labis ding nasaktan ang aking puso. May mga taong sadyang di mapapasaya o magagarantiyang masisiyahan. Bagkos, ay puro pamamatikos at kanya kanyang negatibong salita ang maririnig. Masakit, nakakapanghina, nakakapanlumo. Pero, wala akong magawa. Talagang ganito ang labanan sa buhay. Kapag di sila nasiyahan, talagang marami kang maririnig. At kapag nagustuhan, minsan hindi mo alam kung talaga bang nasiyahan sila o sadya lang na gusto nilang hindi makasakit ng damdamin. Ngunit ngayon, talagang nasaktan ako. Halos napatulala ako sa buong maghapon, na kamuntik na akong mabundol sa lalim ng aking pag-iisip.

"Ganon na lang ba yon? Sige.. Salamat, dahil marami din naman akong natutunan sa inyo. Kung sino kayo, at kung sino din ako.. Salamat, na pinakita niyo sa akin na pare-pareho tayong tao, nasasaktan, nakakasakit, nakakabulahaw, nakakasilaw, nakakapandaya, nakakaasar... "

Sa bandang huli, sino ba ang naapektuhan? Sino ba? Ako lang din hindi ba? Kaya mas mabuti pang di nalang isipin ang mga bagay bagay. Dahil di naman ang ibang tao ang naapektuhan. Kundi ako lang din. ;(

Pinapangako ko, sa sarili ko. Na lahat ng problema ko , ay sasarilinin ko nalang. Dahil alam ko, may taong makikinig, ngunit wala namang makakapagbigay ng kasagutan kundi ako lang din. :)

`Paalam!:)

Mahirap banggitin ang salitang paalam, lalo na sa mga taong importante sa'yo.. Pero mas masakit magsabi ng paalam sa taong pinahalagahan mo, ngunit sa bandang huli, walang pakialam kung magpaalam ka man o hindi.

makata.makati. :)

Idaan nalang sa laro! :)

Life is REAL.

2010-02-06T00:10:00.005+08:00

It's been a while. Actually, 12:11 am is not the usual time for me to blog. But I've seen a video minutes ago that made me realized that I need to open my blog and rant.

I have some self-check a while ago. I dunno. It's just that I thought that I'm really very very young in terms of how real life is. I have a life full of sweets and sugars. You know what I mean, I never see any bad sides of life. Maybe because my upbringing can be considered luckier compared to others. Until this very moment, I'm in the state of shock of how REAL life can be. I mean. That not everything in life is good,full of hopes and dreams, pleasant, pleasurable. Well, it depends on how someone use the terms given.

Right now, I'm thinking of exploring things. I'll emphasize the term THINKING but not EAGER 'coz I know my guts can't afford it:

Be drunk with heavy hangover.
Smoke.
Flirt.
Kiss a woman.
Kiss a man.
Use bad words to state my anger or just to tell something to a friend.

Very Random, yet significant for me.

*Life can be considered boring unless it can be well defined. :)

'Ciao!

Happy Holidays!

2009-12-26T09:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Being busy to school really means less updates. RAWR. But now, being a scholar makes no pressure at all. I'm so tired being a good girl. So I'll put my wishes for myself, my friends and loved ones and all the random stuff I might think of :)
For my family: Mama, i hope you'll have a great health throughout and less stress on studies and house renovation. :) Dad, I hope and pray that you might be a source of wisdom and not wacky things to impart for us. HAHA :) Ron, thanks for being a very boastful brother/friend and most of all, for being my companion all the time. You're my one and only kapatid. SALAMAT pamilya ko ;)

For my elem friends: Thank you for being there all the time. Esp, Eda and Faye. ZOMG. Years and Years! Love you all, May you both find love within everyone's heart. To other elem friends, i'm effin missing you sooo much!

For my HS friends: TP, Buca2enaril (Kraps), Venus, Sampa1, Plat2, Descartes, all of you. May you all have a wonderful careers in the future, whatever it may be. As long as you love it and treasure it more than anyone else, ACHIEVE IT! Love your life, coz life comes only once, no refresh, no going backs. Just moving forward!

For my College friends: Thank you for being there, just more more patience on paperworks. To all my new friends coz of the reshuffling, I so uber thankful coz I met all of you. The idea of reshuffling btw for me, is cool :) My wish for you, are less party, more study and MORE LOVE LIFE. hahah :))

For my Neighbors: Im sorry if I may be snob, its just that I am not really sure if you'll greet me so might as well not to. But I swear, I didn't mean to. HAHA :3 Thank you for being my playmates when I was young. It was a great memory of mine. Love it. :) Thanks for being part of my childhood. Hope to be your neighbor forever, but.. :(

For my past, present and future crushes: May you all find your true love. I am not wanting nor waiting to be the one for you, coz I know how to limit fantasies to realities. But I just can't help it. HAHAHA :) May you bloom without me. erkay?

For the guys who struck my heart not once, but twice: You might not know that it is you, coz I don't want you to know. But then, thank you for letting me realize that not all of the things I want can be mine. Thank you. May you also find your real source of happiness, even I might be left behind. I don't mind. I never believe that perseverance to love may lead to happy ending, coz I know how to give limitations to everything.

For the people who hate me: I do mind, I do. But then, i don't care. HAHA :3 Just continue hating me, for one day you may love me. HAHA :) May you also be contented on your lives and continue living happily. You may hate me but you have a lot of people to love, so waste your time loving them and forget about hating me. That may cause aging you know. :)

For the people/person that I hate: I really hate you. HAHA :3. And I won't stop hating you, until I forget how it feels to hate you. HAHA :)) Thank you for causing chaos on my world. May you be prosperous on your life. Stop bugging me, coz I stopped bugging you ages ago. :)) Spread love.

For the people I might met in the future: Be ready to ride on a one way trip to heaven. HAHA :)) I love to meet you now, but I'll wait for the future. Thanks in advance. May we cross the line together. :) in Canada . :)

For the confidants: You know who you are. I chose you coz I know even the most childish and most hilarious secrets I might share, you'll just listen and agree. HAHA :3 I love you all, eda, tine, reika, genette, adeleen, dabi, dang, vanessa, eme, andy, jerick. I guess I counted you correctly, haha!

For my creator and savior: YOU KNOW WHAT I WANT TO TELL YOU :) Chat with you later :D ow, now? OKAY:) i love you. that's all :D

and to people who might stop and read this post: Thank you for reading even your name is not even seen here, or even you might not know me personally. Thank you. May you be happy and forget the things that makes you sad. Coz sadness can cause a minute or splits of seconds to be wasted, instead of using it for happiness and awesomeness.

ANNOUNCEMENT: I don't really know when would be our flight to Canada. It was postponed due to some external forces. HAHA :) Some knows the real story, or I should say 1 only knows the real story behind. I am really happy/sad about it.

To my DPS family: I'm sorry. I never thought that something like this will happen to our family that may cause distress esp. to Marvin. I just hope I knew this before, so that I didn't have to resign on my position. :( But I trusted you a lot, so I know its orayt. :)

Looking forward for a year or two with you. AW. So counted. :( RARARARAA!

Happy holidays!

`Ciao from:

Taste Korean Food Fest!:)

2009-11-22T17:40:00.005+08:00

@Edsa Shang. :)

Well, 'twas fun. Start from the waiting time at Metrobank in Anabu - Bus ride- MRT from Taft Avenue- MRT to Shaw - VOALA! Edsa Shang. Thanks to very reliable map= Dorothy :) HARHAR!

So, we came there very early! About 11-ish. Ate at Sumo Sam, *money spent-=594.00 for only beef something and japanese rice with coke light.* PHEW! Poverty insert here. :3 Then went on the 1st level, only to see that the food's ready.... huhu. Not yet even seen it cooked, but then the Bulgogi Taste so goooooodddd.... Other foods present which I liked were the Cabbage Kimchi, the Dried Anchovies, Aloe Vera Wine and Rice Wine. OH! I liked also the Raspberry Wine, in change to Red Wine! :)

After that, well. We had our coffee break! YAY! I love it so much :3....

So, we're not yet done on our drink, when we decided to go back to MRT. The the guard said no to us.... Balik tuloy kami sa mall. And i heart the gurad for doing that, coz we saw ENCHONG DEE there. I think he'll watch a movie with his family. :3 .... Phew, Insanity for a couple of minutes then back to reality till going home..

i heart this experience. The next will be the real thing at S. Korea! I promise :)

Yey, Some photos are here :)

Me wearing the men's hairdress:)

Yvon and Max :)

Children's traditional dress :)

One choco chip frap and White choco? for Dorothy :)

arrrrggghhh.. SUMO Sam :)

this is the BULGOGI :)

served for one person ONLY :)

:3

Dried Fishy! :)

Organizers I believe :)

Ciao!

CHOCOYEY!;3

2009-11-09T08:25:00.001+08:00

CONGRATSULASYONS. hahah:))

It's still worth a winners' feeling diba? Na nanalo kayo. I'm so uber proud of you guys. It has been a very very while since I sing with them. Tagal na. But then, I'm still happy for whatever I have right now after leaving the choir. I feel some little regrets but then its still ok, I'm still contented with some singing at the shower room. HAHA and hopefully, on a singing competition. YAY. So nervous abou it you know .

Anyway, well.They sang so great, pitch were outstanding. They are just so good. CLAPCLAP!

The space given is already ok na diba? Let's move on .HAHA .

Nadulas ako last kuhanan ng grades. AWW. It was devastating, but then, it's destined to happened to me. Kaya ok lang, medyo naalala lang ng iba, but then its a sweet memory for them! HAHA:3

I'll be STAYING LONGER! chocoyey! I dunno if I should be happy. My dad's been included sa petition, so.. Medyo matatagalan pa ulit, plus they have to look for employer. Estimated time: 6 MORE MONTHS:) Chocoyey again!

I hope they let me in kasi, aalis sila ng vacation and go there sa Canada for tour. HMM! :3. I hope to go there SSOOOOOOONNNNN :)

`Ciao!

P.S.:) cutieeee puri japanese style! Arigatou!:3

Park Bom Love:)

2009-11-04T16:15:00.002+08:00

I'm so inlove with bommie right now.:) I mean, i love 2ne1 but Bommie is my idol in singing and CL with her dancing skills. Gosh.

You and I- Park Bom.

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~

~Yeah~~~

You naega sseureojilddae
Jeoldae heundeullimeopsi
Ganghan nunbicheuro
Myeotbeonigo nal ileukyeojweo

And you, na himae gyeoulddae
Seulpeumeul byeolang kkeutkkaji ddo akkimeopsi
Chajawa du son japeun geudaeyegae

[Chorus]

Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyuliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

You maneun sarangcheoreom
Oori sarang yeokshi jogeumssik byunhagaetjyo
Hajiman jaebal seulpeo malayo
Oraen chinhan chingu cheoreom
Namaneul mideulsuitgae gidaelsuitgae
I promise you that I’ll be right here, baby

[Chorus]
Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Waeroun bami chajaolddaen
Na salmyeosi nooneul gamayo
Geudaeye soomgyeoli nal aneulddae
Mueotdo duryeopji anjyo
E saesang geu eoddeon nugudo
Geudaereul daeshin halsueopjyo
You are the only one
And I’ll be there for you, baby

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyeoliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleunhaedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Just you and I
Forever and ever

Translation:
No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’m be right here baby

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

My friends are doing their videos, like their some sorta like facebook sensation *such a term*. I can't help but just be amazed with their guts. HAHA:) Great job:) Yeah, new way of letting yourself shine. Remember some artist who started with youtube right? All they have to do is record themselves. Easy access and no sweat.

Tommorow is class card day. YAY! Good news!:) I'm officially IN again as a Dean's lister for the last sem. Party:) Have to push my luck since I have to leave. AWWW. But, good thing. It will not be soon. YAY! Double Party. Hmm, and I'll stay here to see Y**** graduate. HAHA:) Codenames sucks, can I name him sweetie? Ow geez.

`Ciao.

Ow, enjoy the video by the way. I like the concept. It's so.. Full of love. May you be in love always!:)

That was fun!:)

2009-10-30T08:17:00.004+08:00

Hi, I'm back to share my experiences happened yeAHsterday! :) Woo-hoo!

9am: Pack up, go to Enchanted Kingdom. It was a very hot morning, but I still manage to wear jacket. I just feel that it makes me feel comfortable wearing it. Realizing, THAT IM REALLY FAT. But I can't really do anything about it, I hella don't care, atm:)

10am: I guess we're on the road now. HAHA.

11-ish: Arrival, only to found out that the park will open at 12 due to some SPECIAL REASONS. I believe there's a shooting that was happening. You know, the Stairway to Heaven, Filipino version:) Sorta like that.

12-ish: Come and see the rush of people. So mEany! RAWR! There were children having their fieldtrips over there. Have you imagine 6-7 buses coming, with different schools. RAWR! And I'm almost giving up, but there was a very cute guy who make my strength to boost up! YAY!

Then rides.. rides.. photos.. more.. tiring....day....

Good thing, Aleth was there. 'coz all of 'em have their dates, and ofcourse it was hard to interfere to them most of the time. So, it was a great thing that she's there. I have my companion, and imagine, if she's not there, i don't know how am I supposed to enjoy. HAHA. I mean, you know. HAHA:) Especially the ferris wheel part :)

OK, more rants to come later alligaTER. haha:)

This post has been very korny, brought to you by: Apple! :)

`Ciao!

Friendster vs. Facebook

2009-10-16T11:51:00.001+08:00

NOTE: This were not my accounts. Credits: http://ec.mashable.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/06/facebook40.PNG and http://www.adoimagazine.com/newhome/images/img_2008/Friendster%20Homepage%20in%20Malay%20-%20Screenshot%20copy.jpg.

Sorry, my CS3 isn't working on my desktop now, so. I used only my poor paintbrush. To make this tournament possible. HAHA. Or whatever you wish to call it. On the right side is the home page of Friendster and on the left is the Facebook :)

BTW, So as I speak, I just run out of topic to rant. I don't want to post about my life, coz I'm so tired about it, you know. So, these days, I focus more on social issues. One of which was my latter post, and now. THE TALK OF THE TOWN. Facebook and Friendster Comparison.

OPINION:
Friendster helped me a lot. Sobra, tracking old old friends (not chronologically), meeting new friends, sneaking out on crushes' pictures etc. I had an account way back 1st year Highschool, and it helped a lot!

Facebook, an innovative website, offers a jam packed features such as games, quizzes, surveys, etc. It also helped me when I'm bored of paper works. All I have to do is to click new tab, type www. facebook.com and voala! Resto City, Friends for sale.. ETC.:)

It's really hard to say goodbye to friendster, especially now that A LOT OF POSERS were viewing, which makes me eager to cancel my account there. But, It makes me sick thinking about leaving it. :) However, in facebook. Fast responses as well as super new features have been discovered. I can see that friendster somehow wants to imitate the features. RAW!

But at the end of the day, what matters most is that social networking sites should not affect ones individuality and uniqueness to the extent of using it as a mask towards expressing oneself. It should be a way of extending hands to others through friendship, and none the less, it should also be a great source of meeting and knowing friends.

`Ciao!

tulong mula kay manny villar issue.

2009-09-30T12:27:00.002+08:00

I don't know if I'm being judgmental again, but then. Someone tagged me on my facebook account and to my surprise, it shows this picture. I dunno. It's just a lot of students and professionals were arguing or should I say having a debate online about this. Well, its for a fact that he helped which is a very good side of him. But guys, lets face it. Election is really really freaking near and most of the politicians may say, "hey, lets set aside the issues we had on politics and face this crisis our fellow countrymen are facing.." But.. ahmm.... I dunno if this is just some sorta like, he just wanted to help. I wonder, if that certain food is really appetizing, then he has the right to put his beautiful name in there. KIDDING..

I don't want to make this a very big issue, but then there are just circumstances where in we have to be observe ethical principles and decorum. I mean, its a calamity folks, we should be helping as one and not using it as you know.. WELL, the bottom line is he HELPED, which is more important than making issues. THANK YOU.

that's why I adore people using "anonymous" while giving. That makes them feel satisfied without saying out loud that they helped.

Grey's Anatomy Marathon.

2009-09-25T18:03:00.005+08:00

So to boost my self and end those stupid rants that makes me wanna puke, coz of its melancholic effect. I would like to rant more enticing.

Recently, I've been really not having my sleeping routine. It's all because of this catastrophe named DVD Marathon... Yikes, you know me right? I love dvd marathon. I hate waiting for the other day to know the secrets of the blah blahs. So to speak, I'm now having the effin 1st season. Sponsored by Lillian~ ow she hates being called like that!

Yeah. So.... Realizing that some parts of it were already seen at 23's marathon I think, that was Christmas last year. HARHAR! So, I'm still on the boat.

I LOVE YOU MCDREAMY. BUT I LOVE SLOAN MORE!!

Ciao!

Err. Multi rants.

2009-09-25T17:55:00.000+08:00

"Tama na, ano pa bang gusto niyong gawin ko? Ano pa bang balita ang gusto niyong sabihin sa 'kin ha?"

This past few days, I guess more than a week. I've been very strange towards myself. Gets mo ba? I feel different for no good reason at all. Or should I say there is, pero I'm not sure if that's what I'm talking about.

Everything just don't fall on their right places.

Rawr!
I want to keep the details as private as I can. For close friends, PM me. I need some support in here.

Gosh, I wasted everything. I wasted my time and effort. I also become so tactless on my studies thinking that doing good at it isn't necessary.

EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE WASTED. WITH JUST A SNAP. YEAH. I THOUGHT WE'LL GO. BUT....

yeah. I wasted everything. And now, I have to look for a part time job. I have to. :( Our family is on its crucial stage...

As what people said, the dice keeps rolling.

Let's have to play what life can offer.

`Ciao!

Experimental Experience:D

2009-09-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

Funny. A very unique experience. Geez. We have to block some of the cute guys at our school. Just to take a picture of'em. At first they really don't believe us, thank God he created informed consent. HAHA. and tons of letters. So as I speak, we had 10 photos all in all to be used on our experiment. Then the lucky gals wil rate 'em from 1-5:)

You want to see sample? haha. I dunno if I should post 'em here. They might get mad if they'll see me posting their photos. TSK. I think I'll give em the privacy? Ow geez, privacy? HAHA. Knock it out. How I wish I could post it, but Psychology's #1 Rule: Privacy and Confidentiality.. IM LEARNING!

Guess what! I searched for the labor code. Here's what I found:

The benefit shall be paid for not more than the period designated in the following schedules:

Complete and permanent No. of Months
loss of the use of
One thumb - 10
One index finger - 8
One middle finger - 6
One ring finger - 5
One little finger - 3
One big toe - 6
One toe - 3
One arm - 50
One hand - 39
One foot - 31
One leg - 46
One ear - 10
Both ears - 20
Hearing of one ear - 10
Hearing of both ears - 50
Sight of one eye - 25

HAHA! I find it interesting in here.HAHA. Great job. Now I know that lawyers are really saviors to everyone:) I wonder, did anyone intend to cut his/her thumb to have compensation? I mean desperation. Geez.

GTG! I need/want to watch CSI NY Season 5. Gosh, Danny will have a daughter or a son? Gee! And Flack's dating Jessica Angell. Great Job!

'Ciao!

F4 mania to me.

2009-08-29T12:56:00.002+08:00

I searched for the net before who's going to be the F4, and I never thought that I'll got hooked up to it. `coz I thought its another lame series that everyone wanted to make a remake. I wonder, ~~will Phil. also try to make a remake out of it?~~ ERRRR. That would really be LAME.

F4 influenced me a lot, what are they? :

I changed my layouts into soeulmates. both multi and here.
I always search for them at google.
I got interested on their love lifes.
I dreamed of them one day, with me.
I once tried to search for the S.Korean embassy and still find my hopes of going there.
I searched for their picturessss.

Hey, watch this. Hyun Joong's really handsome:)

LYRICS OF JUN BE OK BY KIM JOON FT. KIM HYUN JOONG MV:)

deullil deut deullil deut al su eobtneun neo-ui mal
bo-il deut mal deuthan gamchweojin neo-ui mam
eoddeohge neoreul majubol suga eobtdangeol (mideul suga eobtneun geol)

deoneun chamji mothae nae sarang-i igeotbakke mothae
neoreul jabji mothae ijen dallajigil weonhae
saranghandan mareul weonhae ggeutchi eobshi duigil barae
ddeonan nareul bomyeonseo neodo hanbeon (nunmul heulligireul barae) oh!

wae geureonji mareul haebwa Tell me why
eoddeohge haeya neon nae mam Dont know why geuman
geuman geuman ije nan geuman (Jun Be Ok)
jabhil deut jabhiji anhneun neo-ui mam
honjaseoman aega taneun na-ui mam ddeona
ddeona ddeona nan neoreul ddeona

ggotcheun pigo ddo jigo haeneun ddeugo ddeugo ddo jigo
nae sarangdo jeomjeom cheoncheonhi jeo neol bomyeon na do jom ppeonppeonhaejyeo
tayeonhan cheok nareul dallae doraseo banbokduineun geojinmare
gaseumi apado amuri beotyeodo (gyeondil suga eobtneun geol)

deoneun chamji mothae nae sarang-i igeotbakke mothae
neoreul jabji mothae ijen dallajigil weonhae
saranghandan mareul weonhae ggeutchi eobshi duigil barae
ddeonan nareul bomyeonseo neodo hanbeon (nunmul heulligireul barae) oh!

wae geureonji mareul haebwa Tell me why
eoddeohge haeya neon nae mam Dont know why geuman
geuman geuman ije nan geuman (Jun Be Ok)
jabhil deut jabhiji anhneun neo-ui mam
honjaseoman aega taneun na-ui mam ddeona
ddeona ddeona nan neoreul ddeona

deoneun chamji mothae (x3)

taeyeonhan cheok nareul dallae doraseo banbokduineun geojinmare
gaseumi apado amuri beotyeodo(x2)
Ok !!

wae geureonji mareul haebwa Tell me why
eoddeohge haeya neon nae mam Dont know why geuman
geuman geuman ije nan geuman (Jun be Ok)
jabhil deut jabhiji anhneun neo-ui mam
honjaseoman aega taneun na-ui mam ddeona
ddeona ddeona nan neoreul ddeona

Tell my why

YEYE.
that's it.

`ciao!

HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY TO WEIRD ACTUALLY THAT HAS BEEN HEARTIFICIAL BEFORE:)

Testing Boom!

2009-08-23T10:22:00.006+08:00

O yeah, I might really explode. My gaahhd.. My mom just told me, "anak, do you want to take a bath first?!"

Recently, we've been very busy doing our TDP in Testing 1. It was the most challenging projects I've experienced in my about 3 years stay in College. I know it meant nothing compared to thesis, but it's just too hard. Great thing, Jeco's our leader. He's so spontaneous on his work. TWO THUMBS UP!

I'll post here our very own personality disorder test. I wonder what name would we give to it. Like our initials, or something random. :)

Right now, I'm supposed to make a test, but I want to rest for a while. SAKIT NA ULO KO TEH! -mabel. I love her term. haha.

If I have to choose another groupmates, I would not to. I so love them. They are so cooperative. TWO THUMBS UP AGAIN!

*new*
I got irritated by what my friend told me, "DALI LANG KAYA GUMAWA NG TEST".. Haha. Talaga lang ah. And during that time, another person PM me at Facebook. Telling me nasty things like "kantu***." and eyeball daw. YAKK. Hell, leave me alone. I'm having a hard time right now. GRRRR...

HEY! WATCH THIS. TO RELAX YOU GUYS:)
Thanks Andie for the information.:)

`tc.ciao!

Song Hye Gyo and Hyun Bin- NEWPAIR. :)

2009-08-16T10:02:00.001+08:00

Owell, itchy guys. HAHA.

I am surfing the net, then I come across an article. I though that SHK's boyfriend is Lee Byung Hun- cast member in G.I. Joe. But then, they separated long time ago. (yeah, old news).

Then suddenly, OMG. Hyun Bin and SHK is the newest couple in Korea.

Hyun Bin- popularized here as Cyrus in Kim Sam Soon and
SHK- popularized as Jessie in Full House

They became first a love team at The World's Within, October last year. They haven't seen each other a long time during the said filming which makes them realize the emptiness- LEADS TO LOVE.

ow. good couple isn't it? Cute pair!

`Ciao!

I so love my layie;)

2009-08-14T07:14:00.002+08:00

YEY. New layout.

Multiply: Wingedgoddess
Blogspot: Sweetcandiez

What common among them? SOEULmates!

Yi Jung and Ga Eul combined names.

Ow yeah. But my blogspot is simpler. HAHA. 'coz I personally chose simpler codes for that. I elaborate more stories there, so readers should feel at ease reading without any destruction such as vectors, spots, etc. But in Multiply, YEY! I can really do the mega personalized themes to make it alive. OYEAH;)

An early bird err? Yeah, I have to accompany our maid to register for the coming election. I really dunno whom to vote. Actually, Chiz Escudero just came I think Wednesday. My friends had a chance to take a photo of him. He looks like one of our professor. HAHA. Owell, I haven't had a chance to listen to him since jam packed of people came and I can't see him very well, nor hear him. So I just let my friends go crazy of him. I wonder, when does the school planned to have a Presidential Debate. That would be oozy.

I'll upload more pictures. FAREWELL for a while;)

`ciao!

___________________________________________________________________

that one was a copy past entry on my multiply account. Now, I'll add a little but spice on my post here. Since I love my layout, I searched gazillion times on the web on pictures. I so love the couple. But there's a wistful thinking that its me that Yi Jung/Jeong loves.

that's it.

why do you have to catch her. HAHA.;)

oyeah. the car I LOVE.

photcredits:
http://www.jazzholic.com/2009/03/
http://community.livejournal.com/hydkorea/tag/actor:+kim+so+eun
http://forums.abs-cbn.com/323/3037811/ShowThread.aspx

omigahhd. I so love them. HAHA. Can someone tell me what is Yi Jeong's car. I'll try to google it. OKAY.

This one is the best. Our classmates had their play. They danced a little bit. Notice the woman wearing black skirt.I'll upload the video next time. HAHA. She's my friend. Cutie Cute. HAHA.

BAGAY! HAHA;)

t.c. everybody.

`ciao. the second time.

sweet dream-beautiful me:)

2009-08-13T05:58:00.000+08:00

Good morn folks. My gahhd. This is how busy am I compared before? I can't really imagine. Phew! I have so many things to accomplish, aside from school workssss. I also accomplishing other papers. AWUU. I wish I haven't need to do it. Argh.

In 2 weeks, dad will receive his green card. YEY! He can now do a lot of things, including a comeback in here. YEY. Plus, I can now re-visit him. I love the idea of it, seeing my little cousins again, riding again to some fantastic and head banging rides, going to malls where less people are seen, riding on a bus ON TIME, being slang-HAHA.:). But one thing I won't like is that I have to see him again. Know who's HE?
owell, I just wanna give a hint. He's a young guy, age about 14, he constantly and consistently (what?) calls me- a reason why sometimes I wanted to change digits. Well, I want to be his friend, but more that that? NAH. I have to face him if I wanted to go back because he will really know that I'm there. RADAR. haha. NAMAN!

YEYE, I don't have class this morning. But some PAPERS have to be done first, thanks Mom-sarcasm.

I've been so LSS to Beyonce. How to treat LSS? Here are my simple tips:

1. *If the song is somehow disgusting to you yet you have to sing it since it's your LSS, try to listen to other song, you might forget it for awhile.
2. *Try not to listen to your neighbor if he/she is singing a song that totally turns your stomach down, there is a 50% chance that you'll hit the syndrome.
3. *If you feel discomfort of singing your LSS, try to think of other recreational activities such as Facebook or any other sites rendering services for entertainment.
4. *If symptoms persist, consult me. HAHA

That's a friendly tip and reminder from a very friendly person :)

UMAGA NA. BANGON NA TAYO MGA KAIBIGAN.:)

`ciao!sweet d

Too good right now.

2009-07-17T12:34:00.004+08:00

"Apple, inaamag na yung blogspot mo.-alex.

Yeah, I suddenly realized it was. I just haven't find time to post and at the same time, our PC's not functioning. Thanks to my lappy-laptop. I can randomly post things which I miss. A LOT!

New Classmates! Yey, somehow the days with them is going smoothly. I somehow like some of them, and ofcourse if you like some you'll hate some. But I swear I don't hate any of them. It's just that I'm not comfortable to some of them. It's not the real me, wherein I don't greet my classmates on the road or on the mall or somewhere. Bu then, time will come that we will be close. I HOPE.:)

Owell, Prelim exam is over. And I swear that I don't want to see any of them. I hate it. I don't think I'll have a good grade this semester. Oh Gahhd.

Since it's over, I have a lot of time today going online and so on.. Blah! Have you seen MJ on fire?I just seen it here.

I have to do updates more. I should. I'll eat first, and sleep... Wow. I love rainy season.:)

'ciao!

Shocking Shocks.

2009-05-29T14:08:00.001+08:00

Pleasant day or night to you. I don't know when you'll be able to read this post. Anyhoo. I have to confess something. My Mom and Dad knows it. I'd watched Hayden Kho's scandalous scandal. OMG. HAHA. First all out porn watched ever. But then, I have to say that my age qualifies already when it comes to watching those craps. But I'll never do that again. Out of curiousity. YAN. :)
Well, I won't elaborate what I saw. But it was a total disgust. Yuck talaga! I've watched the some American Films, haha. So I thought na dun lang ginagawa yun. I'm not aware that Filipinas were able to do that to themselves. HAHA. Sabi ng kapatid ko, Hayden and Maricar were playing poker. Tapos who ever lost will surrender his/her clothes. Kaya ganun itsura niya? Oh well. I don't have to spill it out.

Here's the exciting part for those curious just like me. GUSTO MO DIN MAPANUOD? I suggest you not to do it.Nagmamakaawa na siya na wag panuorin, and I did the other way around. Sorry. HAHA. Wag na kayong gumaya sa akin. Kasi total disgust talaga. That thing, whatever you may call it should really be private. I don't know who's the bastard who uploaded it. Pero kung talagang type niya na magfilm nun, haha. that's how I call it. Sana di nalang niya pinakita sa friends niya. Sana sinarili nalang niya yung pagkakaroon ng HIGH LIBIDO. Gosh.

Okay. Enough of it, that's not the total reason of blogging kasi if ever, napakababaw. HAHA.
Well, I tried to do some photo session with my things. Kaso, namimiss ko pa rin ang CS3 ko. I think that makes my photo alive. But if given a chance to have a DSLR cam, I won't need any enhancement from Adobe. Maybe I'll add them up sa isa kong album. But I don't know when. I love taking photos, but not uploading them. Ewan ko ba.:) Let's see.

OH. Ilang days nalang, pasukan na. I don't know how to face the challenges of this year. Being the President of an Org, Being a Junior, Being a Daughter. And most of all. Counting my remaining days here. HAI. :(

`Ciaociao.:)

I forgot to put a Title. :)

2009-05-14T19:38:00.003+08:00

I want to be frank, I tried to click the delete this blog button. But then again, I feel so bad doing it. So I stopped myself. Maybe hysteria of mine exist for another time. :)

So, right now I am forming an organization. I don't know if I can handle the pressure, but then I was destined on this task. I know. I never wanted to, but if God wants me to have it. Then let it be His will . :) Hmm, a lot of task has to be done with so limited time. I'm seeking for the help of my co-officers and luckily, they did -NOTHING (but some helped me) . :(

Just this morning, I saw on the tv, the great person named David Archuleta. Well, his hazel eyes were hell out cute! Gosh. Charming. But when he performed, oh-well. He said that he feel so dumb, because of the Filipino performers who perfomed before him and added that Filipinos were talented. Oh we know it Dave. :) haha. :P Close?? I hope to watch Cook tomorrow. Geez, why do I have to go to school tom. tsss..

As what I've said on my mutiply account, I'll be permanently leaving Phil after 2 years. :( Bad bad.

`Ciao!

Just a random post.

Quotable Quote (the Return!)
"No one knows you're dead unless someone
knows your existence"
In tagalog:
"Bago pa nila malamang wala ka na, wala
na ang lahat . HAHA. "

US experience.

2009-04-30T11:32:00.002+08:00

Wohooo. How are you folks? Well, it's been a super while since my last post. Then I'll narate everything about my US trip. You know.

Vocabulary Learnings:
*Hobo -pulubi
*Purse - bag
*Cold - walang kwentang tao
*Ugly- well. ikaw. :P
*Cookie Jar - ahm...
*Dick - super... ahmm.. AHHA. :]

Well, they mean so different. HAHA.

Etiquette:
*Learn to wave to people even you don't know them.
*Smile and Say hi to almost everyone.
*Don't look at strange people in the eye, they might attack you.
*Even some are smelly. HAHA. Just don't mind it.
*No blowing of Horns!
*Never be late (OOOPSSSIEEE)..

Discoveries:
*Almost everything are bottomless.
*Servings are like for LARGE people. :]
*Bart trains are amazing!
*Filipino owned houses are hiding "tabo" on the bottom part of the sink!
*Convert dollars to peso- Can't buy anything!
*You have to be friendly. :]
*The weather is so great!
*Freedom spells US. :]
*Kissing couples are around. HAHA. Don't try to mind them. OKAY.
*Lot of cute guys.
*I learned to like Italian and some White Guys.

Photographs and Memories are Worthless. :]

http://butterflyeffectz.multiply.com -look for US tour 09 photo Album .;]

`Ciao!

Thinking of You.

2009-03-24T09:50:00.004+08:00

You were the one who was spending the nights. How I wish, I was looking into your eyes.

Magandang Umaga mga Katoto. Well, I haven't thinking of something to rant here. I actually feel so bad. HAHA. As always. I feel so nervous for the panel interview tomorrow. What more if it's tomorrow? HAI.

Guess what? I had my UST escapade. It's somehow fun. Real Fun.

the dreamer.

decisive moment.

no.no. chinita.

I also got a chance to skate. Ice skating Folks. YEAH! First time. Fierce me!

lotus feet? err.

we're three, but the other set belongs to
a new friend named Angelo. :)

I can't really imagined that I fell
3 times in a row. :)

Snow/Bubbles.

I also had my video, that I slipped and skate. haha. Here:

http://cdabuet.multiply.com/video/item/15
http://cdabuet.multiply.com/video/item/16
http://cdabuet.multiply.com/video/item/17
http://cdabuet.multiply.com/video/item/18

Oh well. I really don't know what to tell. Guess a bye bye may fit in.

what a decisive moment. :)

Ciao!

Officially Out. :)

2009-03-10T20:07:00.004+08:00

As what my title shouts, I'll be out from the 30th of March till 28th of April. Maglalaboy kami ng family ko out there. :) So if you have concerns, well. I better kick it off for a while. :)
____________________________________________________________________________
I hate my position right now. I can't hardly say that I am happy. Basically because pressure are coming along my way. Hai. I hate pressure. I never liked it. So why on earth giving it to me? Anyways. By next sem, I'll be the president of DPS(Dlsu-d's Psychological Society) and our batch will undergo a state called re-shuffling. HAHA. Sama diba? Testing lang daw. Because the batch are going worst. ALL SECTIONS FIGHT AGAINST EACH OTHER. Or should I say na napaka war freak ng section ko. HAHA. SILA LANG. Not me. I never stoop down myself. HAHA. Feeling ko kasi, no one deserves my attention especially sa pagbaba ng reputasyon. So maybe that's the reason why I never been involve to fights. Kalma lang kasi. :) Di lahat nadadaan sa away. :) right?

Quotable Quote:
"Be gentle. Even not everyone are gentleman and gentle woman. :p"

`Ciao!

p.s.
I learned how to put make-up! Except the Eye shadows. Medyo palpak pa ako. HAI. Funny.

Confrontation 101.

2009-02-20T20:30:00.005+08:00

Well, this is the first time that our section undergo to what we call, "open forum". I've been under this state before, so I always condition myself that whenever I can hear my name, there will be something either positive or negative points about me. Well, usually bad points are always present right?

Good thing, I never heard my name during the session. Ms. President only. HAHA. Well, I'm happy that at least, some efforts from my friends are present to defend me against this "people" who are taking my good intentions for granted.

Too bad not all 21 are present, "Masarap pang mampimpoint ee." You know what I mean? But I don't do that. Because I still believe that if you have a problem with that person, well. You tell it to him/her privately and not in front of everyone. Basically because many people maybe dealing with it. Plus, this only makes a new commotion. Better TO SHUT UP. I learn it in the process of open forums I've been through, and it HURTS, REALLY HURTS TO HEAR PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT NEGATIVE THINGS TO YOU, AND IN FRONT OF ALL OF YOUR CLASSMATES.

Well, now at least they know the lesson behind this.

Don't hope that they will change. For that person will be the same no matter what.
Awareness of the RIGHT CHOICE OF WORDS may simply be the focal point of this.
You can't really escape the fact that you can hurt someone from the wrong choice of words.
Well, YEAH. No one's perfect
Hard to please EVERYBODY. You can never do that! Always remember that.

Okay, enough of my Psych Experience.

Learn from our mistakes. As what my Damsel mention all the EK experience before. MOVE ON!

New segment in here!
Quotable quote from me:
"Only time can heal the wounds and pains inside you, all your issues can be wipe using a tissue."

-korni? I know. Err.

Ciao!

Timeless.

2009-02-16T07:20:00.004+08:00

I was about to blog basically because I don't have anything to do. But too lazy to bloghop. Tss. Too bad.

I don't wanna go to school. I am now starting to hate school. Yeah, correct me. Not the school, but the c_________. HAHA. LOL. :) I just don't feel the fire burning unlike the HS days. Wherein somehow, I love school during that time. But now? ERR. Curse it.

But to make my post more convincing to be a rand post slash boredom killer, I'll post my recent photos from the photo shoot I made. Too bad I forgot to consider the background. Dont cha worry. I'll manage them in God's Time. :)

Entitled: Jumpshottick.
Comments are highly appreciated:

I'm sorry don't wanna do it again. :( ehe!

My mom hates you. :)

And what exactly was that?

I think you jump too high? :)

Now you jump too low?

I am so excited on the 20th of March. USTe Invasion and Lot more School Invasions/ Mall hopping/ Bar Hopping.. Come on. HAHA. :) So, I'm saving my money for that. Yeeees!

Ciao!

I never got used to this.

2009-02-04T14:27:00.003+08:00

I never got my sanity in blog. Gezz. I don't know why. It's just that, I can't really try to open everybody's blog unlike before. I never comment back. That really makes me feel bad. But I don't know what's really wrong. Gahhd.

Well, how's the exams? I'm not yet done with it, and never will. I think my life is so predictable, and more on calculated. TSS. Geez.

Anyways, I'm so happy to have my canon digicam :). Maybe I'll buy my DSLR when I have a job in the future. I don't want make things into rush. I know I'll have one.. I'll love to have one. In the future.

As of this moment, these are my photographs. That I think can somehow be called as an Art. :)

Rate it:
Entiled: Random.

Hahah.. :) Well, I love taking photos of nature and things. Maybe I'll have a model soon. In Art App subject. :)

He's May-unggoy. :)

Move!

Sunlight breeze.

beanstalk. ;p

Window pane.

Ciao!

P.S.
I hvae also a Deviantart account. Geez. I can't use it because, my Photoshop ain't working. HUHU. What should I do with this. Hai naman. ;(

Photographer.

2009-01-29T18:30:00.003+08:00

As a gift for my bday. I got a digi cam. Canon Powershot E1. :)

Here:

And you just judge if the resolution is good:

Ciao!

Birthday Greeting!

2009-01-20T19:40:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I want to thank all people who made an effort to greet me on my special day. I know that not everyone are aware of it. Pero, nagtampo? ako. haha. Maybe, it's all because everyone are busy. I still understand. With the quote, "birthday mo pala?"...Kasi, ganun talaga. Not everyone you know will remember na, "shoot, birthday ni apple." Who am I naman diba? haha. arteeeee! Sorry. Artee. Haha.

I want first to thank my classmates who tried to convince a dance with Max. Sorry, yoko talaga ng sayaw. Let me do others, except dancing. Sweet dancing with 25 eyes on me? ok double it. So 50 eyes. Plus my mom and ate belen. HAHA.

Second, someone texted me which an unknown identity. Only to found out. Well, he's Michee. HAHA. Saya ko talaga, my smile is so obvious. GAAHD. I thought I get over with him, guess not.

Third, to my Mom and Dad, for taking good care of me for the past 18 years. HAHA. Thank You. I fully understand why I'm not having a grand debut. I know. And it's all fine with me. I don't wish to have that, I need my friends to be with me, to remember that quite some time, an APPLE existed. Nakkks.

Lastly, I want to thank God for the straight healthy 18 years. Thank you! I know you're there through my ups and downs. I hope You still go more years on a ride with me..

I AM HAPPY, REALLY. THIS IS SIMPLEST YET THE MOST AMAZING BIRTHDAY EVER. THANK YOU!

A BUNCH OF LOVE FROM ME

More birthdays with me Err?

Ciao!

Birthday.

2009-01-16T18:19:00.003+08:00

Ok, I think 4 days. I'm so lost.

I don't feel excited at all. I'm so lonely. I invited few people, because of the budget deficit, shoot! HAHA. So back to the topic, so as I said, I invited few and those few just said no. GEEZ. I really freaking out here. I'm thinking of just let it be as like the most humiliating birthday. But I guess, they're just too busy. "Sabi ko na eh, magtatampo lang ako pag tinuloy ko. Good thing, I never thought of a birthday bash for me." My dad cheered me up and said, when I got there at US, we'll have so much fun. YEAH YEAH. f-u-n.

So, enough of the sentiments. I promised that this year will be all -sentiments-free... Plus, optimistic apple should be here. And I'll try to be happier as the days pass by. We never know what will happen in the future. So why waste time crying, being emotional? I guess.

IDIOTIC LOVE TORY #1
I just started my New Moon book. So far, I'm at the scenario wherein STUPID Bella tries to ride a motorcycle. She's idiot. A**hole. HAHA. She loved to be hurt. Geez.

IDIOTIC LOVE STORY #2
I watched the film Alexander. Actually, that DVD was from my Professor in Asian. Then, as I watched. Well, Alexander I think commit suicide 'coz he knew there's a poison on his drink. Yet he drank it. GAAHHD. He just wanted to be with Hephaiston who was HIS lover. TRAGIC. Like the Romeo and Juliet.

Well, I find it stupid because of their intention. TO KILL THEMSELVES. I guess, I just need to LOVE? someone to know why. But, I think and dare not to.

Ciao!

Cold Days + Countdown.

2009-01-09T17:55:00.002+08:00

Have you ever thought that this isn't right. I'm pertaining to the weather. Yeah, it isn't right. Rainy days in January. And to tell you, I almost slip on the floor because of it at school. Geez thank God, He still guides me throughout. I know, I am clumsy. Ever since.

This morning, we have p.e. class. Gaahd. I am learning to love the sport. I mean, compared to volleyball, ~~hell with the Basketball.~~ But now, I start to love it. Well, I just don't care anymore how tired I am after class.. :) Looking forward for Fridays.

Also, I have seen the results of my exams.. One word to describe it.

PANIS! haha. :)

Well, I have a 68/70 exam, a 33/35 exam. I also got high grades for the term. HAHA. Congratulate me. :) Peace. But not to be happy yet, some aren't releasing the grades, which I just hope that the flood makes it wet. HAHA. :)

Countdowns:

My 3 Twilight Saga book will be here in the 14th. :) Yiieeeee.. So, there will be 5 days to come..
My 18 birthday. OMG.NO.NO. Not a minor anymore. Gaaahddd.. :)

More updates to come soon.

P.S.
I blogged this on my multiply, about the Twilight-Takipsilim thingy/issue. Well, I don't wanna blog it again, I'm tired of the f****** issue. The station just want to bring some hype. Too bad.

Have a happy Weekends. :)

Ciao!

2009 hippy.

2009-01-04T14:17:00.007+08:00

Hello there. It was about a month or how many days since I visited here. I'll try to have a new layout soon. :) and try my very best to ease my laziness in checking everyone's blog. Very very busy.. I hate school days. It's really freaking me out. :)

Anyways, I want to share my video clip. This was a party, 50th birthday party of my aunt. She was busy chatting when we grabbed the opportunity to use the "magic sing". Know that? Well, here it is. :)

Also, while checking the messages here, I saw a comment. From a unknown substance. I don't really get what he really meant. But, remember. This is my blog. My Blog. Whatever I write, I post will be because it's my PERSONAL reason. Well, if you don't wanna be in here, just click the "X" there. Don't leave hatred here, I'm not accepting it.

Okay, I'm enough of it. I'll just try some pre-made layouts here. Just to have a new envi. Then I'll change it when I'm done with my codes and images. Yiie..

Countdown:
16 days before my birthday.. YIIEEE. :)

Ciao!

Happy Holidays.. :)

2008-12-25T14:49:00.003+08:00

Yes! :)

My family just got a reunion this christmas.. The pictures will be followed soon..

Anyhoo, I have this wonderful picture and see their difference.. I think it is cool.. :)

BEFORE:

AFTER:

Isn't that a great proof that I belong to Cullens?

Ciao!

When workloads are there.

2008-12-06T07:19:00.005+08:00

Hi Folks.. It's been a while. But then... I have a lot of things in stored for all of you. First things first..

Showcase #1:

Twilight.
Staring: Yeah right. Edward Pattinson, Kirsten Stewart and others.

Know what? I love the most is Dr. Carlisle Cullen( Peter Facinelli).

Movie Rating.. Well.. Let's give it a 3.5 stars.. I got the kilig thing, but not how was mentioned in the book. Literally, I haven't got to chance to read it fully due to paperworks, but I know that it was not as romantic as what the book stated. My friends told me those things and I just smiled and say, "Ofcourse, they can't make all the stories in the book to live action... E di about a day or more yan if ever, they have to cut some parts..."

Showcase #2:

I had a chance to go to the market. I haven't tried it all by myself. I used to go to groceries, 'coz I think no pressure inside the groceries. I hate too much people around me. :( This is our project actually..

See how the butcher do it. Sorry dear piggy.

That's... Veggies. :)

Showcase #3:

Recently, I've been addicted to anime series.. One of them is Code Geass (Lelouch the Rebellion). Have you heard it?
Guess what I love the most:

Source: http://fc06.deviantart.com/fs29/f/2008/159/e/a/Lelouch_of_the_Rebellion_by_Twilight_Aura.jpg

Let's pray for Manny on his fight. Go Manny. :) And make some Manny(many) Filipino people proud! Okay that sounds corny.

More Updates soon. After the exams. Swear to God. I'll update more.. Especially on the most awaited day of my Life.. My 18th Birthday.. Yieee.. :)

I;m waiting for my other half before my birthday. Yiee..

Ciao!

mhaw '08.

2008-11-17T18:51:00.004+08:00

Mental Health Awareness Week..

Yeah, for the first time, we've been involve in it..

Pictures can speak about it..

My MHAW shirt.

Theme of Mhaw '08.

Psychology Program Council.

MY EXCUSE LETTER, NEH!

MY CERTIFICATE. :)

all the works.. :)

I have to go. :) Well, more more paper works for me.. 38 days? before Christmas folks.. :) A camera will do.. See the resolution of my cam??? It's so... yuck. haha. :)

Ciao!

Ditch.

2008-11-15T17:08:00.001+08:00

I;m here just to say that I'm on a comshop. Just nearby. And I am not experiencing you know.. A whole day internet usage.
S**k men..

So, I just have to stop.

More updates when our oh-so- great internet will be fix ... SOON? OMG.

My boring Semester.

2008-11-08T18:12:00.006+08:00

OMFG. Yeah, such a loser for me. :( I feel so bad about saying this. But this semester s***s.. Grabe, I can't hardly imagine this.

Here is my Sched:

Freaking borring. Shet talaga. I hate this sem, plus the professors are all so boring.. Thunders in vacklush term.

Plus the number of our class decrease to about 5%. So sad..

I can't hardly elaborate more.. I hate thinking about it, hate all about it.

Got to do my Homework at some of them.. :(

Ciao!

End of the Sembreak.

2008-11-04T15:59:00.003+08:00

As what my title said. This is the last day of the Sembreak (Semestral Break)

[Damn, the things I wrote recently just vanished a while ago, due to the fluctuation of the power supply, shit!]

So, there are I think 3-5 things I've done during the 3 weeks vacation.

EAT.NET.DVD.TV.STROLL

Sounds productive? Neh..

I also got a new deviantart account, poor me I forgot the old one. So the link is written just the side of this post. :)

What else, yeah. I'll be missing some of my classmates that just got shift. For the essence of "carrer wise.".. Yeah yeah. Also, to do the things I usually do during vacations. Which is the most productive thing I EVER DID.. Sleeeeppp.. :)

Hey, do you wanna see my 18th wishes? My birthday is coming soon..

Copied from Multiply

My 18 Wishes are the following:

1.Amatuer Camera ( IDLike the Normal Digi Cam. )

2.Laptop (Well, the Vaio will be the thing.)

3.Car (Top Down. Ow Men!)

4.Cellphone (I-phone)

5. 5 k( Yeah, cash..)

6.Scholarship to the famous Harvard U. (Well, to continue either being a Psyhologist or a Lawyer.)

7. Gift Certificate in SPA (Any Spa)

8. Exercise at Gold's Gym.

9. To have a tour to Taiwan. (You know, seek for a Guy.)

10.Havaianas

11. Spend time with my Elem Classmates (AWW. Let's get sentimental.)

12. Bring my friends at Bora. (Yes.)

13. New set of Clothes at Guess (Yeah, here we go again.)

14. Look for my ancestors (Yeah, this is ridiculous, isn't it?)

15. Meet and greet Daniel Radcliffe (To ask how was it being the richest teen? Tama ba? Tapos penge na rin ng picture at kiss. YAKK. )

16. A Shih Tzu.

17. A bag (Basically what Joe Cheng use in ISWAK 2-TKA.)

18.~~Look for a perfect boyfriend (Yeah, but... I sould erase this.Just to finish my list, can't think of something else..~~)

I also want to add:

*Bouquet of Flowers.. :)

Ciao!

MEET THE F4 OF KOREA.. :D + TSUKUSHI MAKINO.

2008-10-28T09:40:00.001+08:00

Yes, you read it right.. The cast are finally unleashed..

Here:

Copyrighted only.. Here

What horrible timing following Choi Jin-shil’s shocking death, because now it’s hard to get that excited about news I/we have been waiting forever to hear, which is the announcement of the “F4″ guys in the Korean Hana Yori Dango, aka Boys Before Flowers.

Although it was floated around that the casting would comprise mostly pop idol stars, it turns out (for the better, imo), that we’re split half-half between idols and actors (the two rising actors at least have a decent amount of experience — for their age, I mean).

First is F4 leader in the Tsukasa role, aka actor Lee Min-ho (above left).
Kim Hyun-joong, idol singer of pop boy band SS501, takes on the role of Rui.
Kim Bum (!!!), at above right, is most recently of East of Eden and the biggest surprise for me — and a pleasant one at that, since he’s proved he can act. He’s Soujiro.
And, finally, Kim Joon is the least-known of the F4 boys, as Akira.

Lee Min-ho takes the lead as “Doumyouji Tsukasa,” renamed for the drama as “Gu Jun-pyo”:

Lee Min-ho, born in 1987, has a decent amount of work behind him, having done several TV shows and a couple films, including I Don’t Know Either, Run! Mackerel, Public Enemy Returns, and the recent Our School E.T.

A least they gave Doumyouji to a “real” actor instead of the crossover newbie in his acting debut. Not that that’s bad (we all have to start somewhere?) but considering that he’s the most crucial F4 role, he’d damn well better know how to act.

Kim Hyun-joong takes the character of “Hanazawa Rui,” renamed “Yoon Ji-hoo”:

Kim Hyun-joong, a 1986-er of boy band SS501, is currently paired with Hwang Bo on variety show We Got Married, and was the first name to be floated around earlier this summer. He’s taking over the role following Oguri Shun’s excellent portrayal — that’ll be an uphill climb, particularly given that the boy doesn’t have a lot of acting experience. It appears he was cast because he fits the image; we’ll see if his skills measure up.

Kim Bum is cast in the “Nishikada Soujiro” role, renamed “So Yi-jung”:

I’m a bit disappointed that Kim Bum, the young’un of the bunch (a 1989-er), is being used in a lesser capacity here, although since the series is set for 24 episodes, hopefully Soujiro’s and Akira’s roles are given more attention than as mere sidemen for Tsukasa and Rui. I also hope he’s given a chance to expand on his recently demonstrated melo acting skills. Hey, at least Soujiro was given a bit of a “deeper” story line than Akira in the J-version, yeah? What I’m saying is: You’ve got this budding “serious” actor, so don’t waste him.

Kim Joon as “Mimasaka Akira,” aka “Song Woo-bin”:

As the guy I’m least familiar with (as in, not at all), this is the best pic I could get; Kim Joon (full real name Kim Hyung-joon, a 1985-er) is the guy on the right. And when I say “newb,” I mean this is his acting debut. He is, however, a member of the newish pop boy band T-Max.

Who is Tsukushi Makino?? She's..

…Gu Hye-sun???

Erm. Okay.

Don’t get me wrong, I like Gu Hye-sun (of hit family drama Pure 19, sageuk King & I, and fusion sageuk Strongest Chil Woo). A lot. I think she’s one of her generation’s more promising actors. She can do vulnerable, and she can do inner toughness. She can cry. She can emote. I respect her for writing and directing her own short film.

But I’ve never seen her as serious contender for Makino Tsukushi in Boys Before Flowers, aka the Korean Hana Yori Dango, mainly because (sorry to sound shallow) she’s too old. Born in November 1984, this also puts her older than all the F4 boys, although thankfully I do think Lee Min-ho in the Doumyouji role looks of an age with her despite the three-year age difference (he’s a 1987-er).

But since she’s been picked, I’ll be happy with it, I suppose. (And I’m not outright disappointed about it, just surprised. At least it wasn’t Lee Yeon-hee or Go Ara.) Director Jeon Ki-sang (Delightful Girl Chun Hyang, My Girl) explains that he chose Gu Hye-sun because she fits Tsukushi’s image well, and acknowledges that the public had tossed her name around a lot as a prospective Makino when the drama was first announced.

Copyrighted at http://www.dramabeans.com/2008/10/meet-your-korean-f4/ and http://www.dramabeans.com/2008/10/and-makino-is/

Ms. Em-Checked!

2008-10-21T16:20:00.004+08:00

Whatcha doing guys? BTW, I want to say Hi to my new reader, her name is Tessa.. Halooo.. :D

So, there. What's for today? Yeah, I go to our school moments ago. Para kunin yung grade ko. So far, ok naman. Except for Consti. :( Too bad. Well, ayun nga. I got there mga 12:00ish.. then I met Charm waiting at the Rotonda. She's waiting for her tropa, so I go with her for a while, then decided to go with Renz para kunin na yung grades.. Then there, got the hard copy of grades, sukat ng damit for the MHAW. Then met Kuya Mike to give back the book + a gift. Then, way back home. Ay, nakipag meet pa ako kay Ms. Em. I'm so happy I finished my session with her.. Good thing I decided to have a talk with her. Atleast, now.. Medyo nalinawan na ako sa mga mali ko. Now I know what are my limitations, boundaries and most of all.. What are the things to give focus on. Dapat pala, I should treat everyone as an INDIVIDUAL. They shouldn't be the UNIVERSAL. Gets mo? Parang like this, I should know the capacites and differences of every people. Dapat, I know that we aren't the same. Maybe because too much expectations to others leads to disappointment.. So I learned how to deal with expectations.. Ayoko ng magxpect ng too much from others. I should know what are the abilities then based the expectations to that. Kasi, sobrang hirap talaga.. I was born and raised with too much expectations, achievements.. This was the first time na kailangang, ibaba ang standards or should I say... Point of view towards others. Basta, alam ko gets mo na yun. :D

What else, yeah. I haven't yet decided what will I do on my birthday. I want a party, but I desire for a trip to US. hmm.. What can you say?

Well, nasabi ko na ba yung about Sheila's debut? Here are the pictures pala.. :D

That's Gladys' Hand. :D

Thea and Half me. :)

They are envious. Doncha think?

Smile!

Go!

Ay meron pa, I wasn't yet finished on my DVD marathon.. Want to know what DVD I'm hooked up? Know Spring Waltz. Sorry ah, that was aired long time ago sa Channel 2. No time for watching that, so my friend gave me a DVD as a gift.

Ciao!

[edit] while searching for these pictures, I've seen an article about Kwon Sang Woo and Sohn Tae Young's wedding.. Congrats! Chollo! Kasal ka na pala.. :) [/edit]

Twilight/ Crystal Case

2008-10-16T08:03:00.003+08:00

Yes, I've been craving for the 4 series of twilight These are the following series:

Indeed, I want to make myself have these collection. Sadly, they cost a lot. So, hanggang internet lang ako, to read the .pdf version of it. Just browse the net, to find the .pdf version.. I think marami namang sources nun, since may know how costly it is.. :(

I'm also disappointed during the past few days.. I can't find a crystal case for my phone... All malls here haven't got 1. So, I browse the net.. But the bad thing is that, I don't have a credit card nor paypal account. So, all I have to do is just... sit. :(

Better have to wait for the movie of twilight this November.. Probably 21st. So all Edward Cullen's fans out there.. Tara nuod!

Ciao!

Debut/Party/Stroll/Pictorial.

2008-10-13T10:57:00.003+08:00

Name it. Yeah.. Actually, I'm still waiting for tons of pictures ahead, only to found out that I got 204 pictures already and that is not yet final. Grabe, ngayon lang ako naging super photoholic or should I say them.. Haha..

To start, my mother and bro decided to get an accommodation in a hotel nearby. Since when we check the availability of room at the said Hotel for the party (Diamond Hotel), it's FULLY BOOKED. So we just rush in to Executive Plaza. Yeah, we are there I think 12:30 to check in the luggagesss. Yeah, luggagess... sss.. Then stroll around Harrison Plaza, to buy some necessities for the whole day and the following day. Guess what? When we came back, we just sleep. HAHA. Wala lang, then I got this stupid thing.. We bought a bra. HAHA. Nakakawa na daw kasi ako, I tend to buy all things by myself.. T-shirts, jeans, bags.. Name it. But undies are not so.. Kasi this is my mentality, why should I buy expensive bras when they are hidden naman, undies nga dba.. Under wear.. So, I don't need at 500 worth of bra naman.. HAHA..

Then thea, neri, eda and ate alee came in LATE. HAHA. Pero ok lang, kasi when we came at the 27th floor, di pa pala start.. Sa invitation kasi it was like 6:30/7pm ang start and we came 7:3-ish na, so we thought na super late na... Then di pa pala. All were eating. SARAP NG FOOD. Grabe, amazing.. I can quote it as "the best party ever" that I attended.. Di naman sa I'm saying it in a negative approach na yung ibang parties are so bulok or what... But you know, comparing is different from rating.. TAMA BA? HAHA. But it's up to you, I'm just amazed. Kasi people are so accomodating, the waiters there are super gentlemen.. First time for me na inalalayan pag-upo no. As in, ako lang yung inalalayan and the waiters are all in "english language pa!" OH DBA?

Then I was about to speak na, kasi bigla akong napasama sa 18 treasures.. Well,it's all fine for me.. :D

Party... Party..

And what I love the most is the pictorial.. The theme was all black and white, and photoart siya. As in super daming shots... Then we have our own pictorials at the most well known studio of all.-RESTROOM. HAHA..

It's time for them to go home. But not for me.. :D

That was 5:00 am, I woke up and watch CI. Yeah, then we stroll around 9-ish at the Luneta and poor me, a FIRST TIMER. Yeah, come on laugh. D: Then at Robinsons Ermita... Finally, got home... But we waited for an hour on our very own maid. Ang bait diba. ~~I hate waiting for people.. Mga 10 minutes nga, medyo naiiba na ang mood ko.~~ What more for an hour standing. DIBA? Ow crap.

Well, you like photos? Here you go:

Me.Eda.Thea.

That's us with the debutante. :D

I love this one. I entitled it, "fly". :D

About to cross.

Click!

More? Here!

Guess what, I found my super duper ultimate crush.. Too bad thea like her too.. D:
Want to see him? Yiee. Some other time. When I have this guts to post it here.. :D

So..

Ciao!

Revived

2008-10-10T12:54:00.002+08:00

Kamusta kaibigan?! :D How's the day? You know, it's raining so hard this past few days.. You know, I just got the "most unpleasant memorable experience ever.!". I got this ~~water mud shower~~ going to school, about 3 days ago. Examination week. Can you imagine that. Sobrang badtrip ako that day.

How's the exam? Well it all went good. I'm just waiting for the results.. Keep you fingers cross. You know, I'm not expecting a Dean's List certificate this sem. Too bad. :(

I was having this problem. How to put a .mp4 or .3gp at my phone? Someone told me to use the video converter blah blah... I'll try that some other time, you knoe, our comp have his dialog box? pop up? wadeber you call it.. "Low Disk Space at C:/" I almost delete all the files at C:/ but still it goes wrong. :(

Semester break is on! Come on.. Party, and more bloggings! Yehey.. :D

I'll be on a debut tomorrow at Diamond Hotel, wish me luck there!

Me: Sir, pag sinabi bang grounds of impeachment yung reason lang? Di kasama yung process?
Sir Gwapito: Oo, patingin nga ng grounds na nilagay mo.
Me: Ee, sir. Wag na.
Sir Gwapito: Sige bahala ka.
Me: Eto na nga.. "blagag!" -untog! (nakakahiya man.. :x )
Sir Gwapito: NGITI LANG.. :D (pacute.)
-kinilig ako.. I didn't expect that. :)

Kahit na tinamaan niya ako ng payong niya, ok lang. At kahit hinila niya ang bag ko sa likod, para sabihin ang mga magspespecial exam... KINILIG TALAGA AKO...Sayang.. He's damn taken with a child. :(

Ciao!

PAGDIWANG!

2008-10-01T08:53:00.002+08:00

New layout! AFTER DECADES!

yun lang.. :D

Ciao!

Recollection 08-09.

2008-09-30T18:23:00.003+08:00

I'm back! Since, walang pasok tommorow, and I'm somehow done on my project.. All I have to do is to do the net thingy, and research for some... Yeah, so recollection.. Actually, it's quite excting. Kasi we are with ECE students, plus Psy 25.. Medyo mabait sila, and I think they are also competent enough naman.. So anyway...

Maybe, Ill post them pag nagupload sila.. Wala kasi akong cam.. You know. Beggar po ako.. HAHA..

[edit]
see the hand?

with myko palito!

the back pack"dora"...

smiley!

half!
[/edit]

Syempre this is my story telling, haha. So, I wasn't expecting that I'll be the reader for the mass, tapos.. Tama bang pakantahin ako.. So they discovered na "may talent?" daw ako.. So they asked me if I can be a volunteer at the campus ministry... I'll think about it, pero parang gusto ko since I am not a choir member anymore... Tsaka less ang pressure, atleast once a month ata or week, kailangan magparticipate.. :D

so what do you think?? :D

Ciao!

When I learned how to fail.

2008-09-26T18:30:00.003+08:00

Recently, I'm into this world where in I'm not sure that this is still the world I want to live. I want to ask myself what is going on, yet even I don't have the answer. I was about to ask someone to tell me the truth, but he even just snob and said, "Who cares what is happening today?"...

I am in this stage of what we call confusion... I am freaking confused on my life right now... I'm too much hooked on how to gain achievements, yet I still feel the emptiness! No contentment at all... Now I learned and experience how to fail, it makes me weak, useless, helpless and powerless...

Now tell me, should I do things to be honored and to gain dominion over others? Or should I just let go of the things, whether to fail or not, yet still preoccupied by a lot of different things in life?

[edit] Pictures of the recent post, to be seen here![/edit]
-Thanks Jeh!

Samples:

Ciao!

How a bill becomes a law?

2008-09-22T16:15:00.002+08:00

Since I find a hard time looking for this:
Just incase you need this...

1. Preparation of the bill
2. First reading
3. Committee consideration / action
4. Second reading
5. Third reading
6. Transmittal of the approved bill to the Senate
7. Senate action on approved bill of the House
8. Conference committee
9. Transmittal of the bill to the President
10. Presidential action on the bill
11. Action on approved bill
12. Action on vetoed bill

Now, btw. I'm out for a couple of days. Yesterday, it was Dadang's birthday. It was awesome. The people are arriving and they are "marami." Sobra.. I never thought Dang would have those numerous people to invite... Dami talaga, to the point that no seats are available, so they have to put some tables... But other than that, it was good or rather best. 'Coz I seen lotsa of high school friends like my Bes Ter... Hmm.. But I was disappointed that some didn't make it... Some have their reasonable reasons, others? IDK.

Hmm, I'm still waiting for the pictures.. Pag na upload na, I'll attach it here soon!

I'm planning to have another blog, but not total disclosure of this one... Almost 2 years na to, so I'm just thinking of other site, that would be my official site.. Pero no money yet.. And I don't know if Khayte is still offering the .info+hosting... Let's see... Maybe you're thinking, "eto nga di mo na maasikaso, what more?" YEAH, it's also bothering me...

Ciao!

Yehey..

2008-09-15T15:23:00.003+08:00

After about 2 periods.. I just found out something..

Click to enlarge:
Yes! I'm so happy.. I think I should get my certificate and ofcourse got to let my mom know about this.. Weepee!

Blog for this! HAHA.. Hope to still on the list this sem.. But I think due to my subj. Consti and Research. I might fail to comply.. :(

Or you can check it out here before the semester ends. For sure the list will be renewed.. :)
HERE!

Ciao!

I'm so confused

2008-09-10T15:43:00.002+08:00

Yes, indeed. I'm so confused.. I actually had a hard time to think of what should I do.. I'm so uber gulo na.. Haayy.. I can hardly say, ~~"don't fall for boys so easily.."~~

Anyway, we had our report just this morning.. It was devastating.. Grabe, nakakahiya kay sir.. But I cannot blame anyone.. No one wants to happen it naman right? So I have to say sorry nalang to him.. Plus the fact na I wasn't able to do his task to me to check for trhe checker.. Sobrang nadepress or rather nalungkot ako that time cause I wasn't able to do his task.. Sorry.

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I am now having a hard time on my layout.. I want to make something new.. But since I don't have that time since Philippine Constitution really blew almost 1/2 of my college life as well as the breathing of my blog.. Sobrang namimiss ko na ang magblog.. Magvisit at maglink exchange.. Patawad talaga.. I am under this laziness that is uncontrollable.. Grabe.. :( Can someone give me a good layout for this.. Yung I can edit the header naman, personalize.. Comment it here Please??

I wish there are a lot Mr. Consti but not like his attitude.. Yung pinahihintay yung tao sa wala... Pero his stand, his PERFUME.. his brain, his looks.. PASOK sa standards ko.. But the attitude as I was saying wasn't really good err.. Hai, why am I saying this? Coz I am such a hopeless romantic.. Ewan ko ba, parang now, I want to try to have a boyfie.. Pero, I'm afraid.. Haha.. And the fact that no one is courting me, so ano? Sariling sikap? HAHA..

Ok, masyado na akong madaldal.. Hope for your response!

Have a safe day ahead folks!

Ciao!

Finals.. Almost there!

2008-09-05T15:19:00.002+08:00

What's up? Here I am, like a mushroom.. And never visited anyone's site.. So I will not make promises.. Being such a procrastinator huh..

So now, I seen my scores on some of my exams. So far, so good.. I'm not aspiring to be a DL this sem.. I'm so f*****g tired of doing that.. I'm so exhausted you knoe.. I'm enjoying my life right now? Not so so much.. But still.. Doing fine..

I was about to attend 3 debuts.. On the 21st, 27th of September and 11th of October.. So far, I got 1 black dress from a friend.. Wanna see it?

Some other time.. HAHA.. I want to post the 3 dresses I'll be wearing.. For you to judge what is great and not..

OH.. I have to make a power point presentation.. Got to Go guys.. :) See you after finals? Yeah.. I'm such a sloth.. haha..

Ciao!

Ow yeah..

2008-08-29T17:36:00.003+08:00

As what I had promised.. I'll be visiting the sites of people who left some message/s at the tagboard.. Wish me luck. Been about 3 -4 weeks of no updates.. So, let's hope I can finish it.. I'll start by tomorrow and I'll blog today.. n.n

So what's new? Well, the exam week is over.. And I must say I did much better except for some subjects which I never thought I'll be fooling around..

New updates about the half of me? Well, I then realized that he is not the half of me.. I'm just having this illusions only.. I had a self check..

And I also forgot to see Ms. Em.. Patay ako dun! Shet.

Anyway, what else.. Maybe I'll add some when I can already think what to write..

I'm now thinking of a dvd marathon.. Yum! I really love rest days... Yum Yum

Too bad, my fone isn't working yet.. So no pictures instore for you.. :c So sad..

Have a very peaceful and happy day Folks!
Ciao!

Been outbursed!

2008-08-22T15:13:00.003+08:00

Ow yeah, I have a lot of things to blog out.. You know, I've been out for a decades.. And still I am under this thing.. I'm having a hard time.. So finally, I received my grade at Consti.. Guess what? ~~I got 1.50 only..~~ it was so devastating but I am not sad, I still feeling luck about it.. I was thinking if I'll pass it.. And gotcha! But I'm now striving for the best to get at least 2.00 to make it better..

Remember the girl who got this [quote] friendly intentions [/quote] .. Yeah, she just found a new tropa.. Good for her.. Atleast, my nerves will not be so devastating because of her.. I just discovered something about her that makes me hate her..

What else? OH.. The freaking internet, it still sucks.. Internet card.. Pissed me off..

I found a new half of me.. HAHA.. Let's just say he makes me happy and completes my day.. Even though I know he isn't having the same thing for me.. You know, I'm happy that he's a new inspiration for me.. I am really tired of just loving and not being loved back.. But I'm still enjoying this thing.. At least, no commitments and no hard time.. Just having some aches whenever he is with someone else.. Maybe his ex? his new love? or whoever.. I'm just happy/sad about it.. Mixed Emotions..

Yeah, so another week will pass.. No updates.. Yet I am happy that you are all having even just a moment reading and commenting.. Even leaving messages at my tag.. I read some of them.. But not responding since I am really having this "card" only.. :(

Till next weekend!

Ciao.

Back!

2008-08-17T15:06:00.002+08:00

Yes.. After so many days of finding myself from nowhere..

Here I am again.. But, just visit my site for a while.. Since the internet connection wasn't not oh so good. Can you believe? I'm using a card just to satisfy my hopelessness in broad band? Talagang pinagpilitan ko lang.. Just to have a glimpse.. So can I ask for your applause??? Yeah, can't hear it?! Ok tama na.. Korni na..

So as what I promised.. I'll be off again.. haha.. Kala niyo ah.. But you know, I'm really looking forward for the next Monday.. For sure it will be really a less stressful week end compared by this Monday since we'll be having an interview.. Plus the thesis, the constitution long quiz about the 22 provisions in Article 3, plus the Philosophy Quiz about Buber and Levinas and finally about Theories of Personalit whic focuses on Fromm and whoever he is.. I forgot the name..

Now, who says I am busy? HAHA..

And to add up, I'm rushing my typing skills.. Since I'm just using this f*** internet card ONLY...

Oh well.. I'm still having a positive things in my mind.. Yeah.. To have a rest.. A real Rest..

Take care ya'll...

Maybe I'll tell a story by next week... That story would be interesting.. I promise.. Again..

Ciao!

Notice to the Public.

2008-08-02T09:50:00.001+08:00

I'll be formally leaving this site for about 2-3 weeks then.. I'll settle some things first and really have to catch up with my studies.. So for those who wish to be added on my links, comments and whatever.. I'll not entertain them for a while.. Sorry Guys.. But I hope when I come back, I'll check everyone's blog and a comment too!

Thanks.

Felt a lot better

2008-07-26T08:29:00.003+08:00

Yeah, thanks for the people who had given a lot of advices these past few days.. To agold, who let her hand be my strength. To che, who prayed for me at the church (she's a member of YFC), To genette, who lend me her handkerchief. To maui, who gave me a silly name "girl yamot." To ruth, who cheered me up. To eme, who gave a lot of advices to me.To tin,eleanor,jomae,aibhen,jun, who texted me if I'm ok.. To my classmates who asked me what happened to me like Myko, Noah, Max, Isay, Dhenz, Becca, Rhia, Ayie,Cine and maybe some who just listened.. To my online buddies here and there like Ate Lyka, KC, Alex, Alyssa, Aisha and a lot more who commented on my recent posts..

Yeah, I shouldn't worry and bother so much.. I have only 1 life, and one day to spare it on atleast happiness and not for sorrow.. I shouldn't be pessimist.. Yah, it's not so realistic to say that I should always be happy but I should think that instead of wasting my day on thinking about negative and painful thoughts do the other way around.. RIGHT?

Yeah.. I like it.. Now I know who my friends REALLY ARE and those who just jive when they needed me and when they just want to mingle.

"Ngayon, alam ko na ang mga taong kahit anong mangyari, andyan lang lagi.. Di ako iiwan at di ako ginagamit lang para sa pansariling kapakanan.. "

Salamat mga kaibigan..

50% of your friends know and like you because of the favors you did for them.
30% of them have seen you at your best.
15% of them shed your pain.
but only 5% knows the real story of your life..

Yah.. What percentage do you think you belong? HAHA..

Ciao!

Restless

2008-07-24T19:30:00.006+08:00

Right now, I had a time visiting and having some glimpse here on my beautiful yet über cute blog.. It's been a decade since I made it esp the header.. See it?

I'm now under my emotional stress and internet relieves all of them.. There are just a lot of things happening to me in which I never expect to have on my entire living here on earth.. So this is a lesson for all, ~~NOT EVERYTHING IS CONSTANT AND NOT EVERYTHING IS ACCEPTABLE OR ON THE RIGHT TRACKS~~..Yeah, I am just too ignorant to understand that phrase so late.. Being a president of the class ISN'T FUN! I mean it, it ISN'T! It was like making stress, depression and anxiety on my part.. Affecting my life particularly my social life as well as my Academics.. It was so unexpected..

I now experienced failing a major exam (Believe me!)
I now experienced going home at 7 pm 'coz of meetings.
I now waste almost3-5 hours waiting until the hour of the meeting will start.
I now cried 'coz of some unsettled issues.
I now being blamed by my classmates by some sort of false alarms or no information dissemination.. ~~WHICH FUCKS THE MOST..~~

I hate it, and I can't barely help myself writing this.. Yeah.. I need a relieve.. Can someone help me to be ok? I mean, I am now under reconstructing myself, the feeling of inferiority and humiliation.. I need a BREAK... I indeed need it so much..

Thanks for reading even if it looks like hilarious or even a nonsense post.. I just need to burst..

CATHARSIS..

Ciao!

Updating..

2008-07-20T12:39:00.002+08:00

So, how are you lad? Well, i'm rushing this post 'coz after an hour.. I'll be going at the church and do my routine, singing..

What happened this week err? Yeah, so the oh so great exams are finished.. Yeah, except for Research 'coz our prof got his high bp(blood pressure) during the exam day , so our exam was postponed and by tomorrow is the judgment day..

Are you asking how do i find the exam? IT'S NOT GOOD or should I say IT'S THE WORST EXAMINATION TERM for me. Yeah, everything was so devastating. No subject that make me feel confident on my standing as a Dean's Lister.. So, my wishful thinking about it just flew away while seeing my ~~Philippine Constitution test paper..~~ It was a full of blanks.. OH f***.

Yeah, then I was also involved of some kinda girl fight.. I don't know how will I elaborate it 'coz even I don't understand what they are fighting for. I can just say, they are so immature, they fight all because of some sort of ~~material thing..~~

What else? Oh, I wanna buy a new fone but no money, so I'll just wish someone will be my fairy god mother/father.. HAHA..

Been busy all these days.. At the rest of the sem.. :(

Wish I can manage my time wisely.. Including my visit on everyone's site..

Wanna give this opportunity to thank people who keep on commenting here, link exchanges and visits.. I appreciate it so much.. A million thanks to you!

Have you notice?

2008-07-12T05:10:00.004+08:00

Hello fellas.. As you see, I'm back.. Well, I have to tell you that by next week, I'll be undergoing such a hectic and brain breaking days 'coz it's our Prelim Exams.. So for those who are innocent about it, it's like Exams for the 1st Grading Period.. HAHA.. This means that I'll be updating more lame than what I am right now..

Here's my schedule:

See? The grayish word at the schedule box?
~~IT SUCKS!~~

Note: For those who want some link exchanges.. Please be patient if I'm not responding as earlier as possible.. Don't worry I received all of them.. Basically at my Tagboard.. So please, hafta bare with me.. :) Thank YOU.. And If you want some proof if I added you, see the Affiliates.. Click that and see my entire list..

So what's for this week? So far so good. Well, I handle already with those problems posted here.. I mean, I hafta just let it pass.. ~~Some people are not worth a post here..~~ So, I'll just let it be..

I badly missing my LG phone.. The LCD isn't working.. Can someone give me a new fone? HAHA. I'm now using my lame cellphone before.. :(

P.S.
Here are some pictures I had from Dothy's debut.. She promised that she'll upload more by next week.. But I'll not post 'em here.. Maybe on my multiply.. :)

that's me and sexy deng.

yeah, HS friends are love.. :P

someone's missing?

pretty me/epal me.. LOL!

[edit]

Tagged by KC

3 facts about me:
I am studious
I love staring at cute guys esp asian boys.. haha.. stare like a stalker.. Beware.. HAHA..
I hate spicy foods.

3 things that scare me:
Frogs
Spiders
Snakes

3 songs playing in my mind:
Wo You Wo De Young -Fahrenheit
Migraine - Moonstar 88
Somewhere over the Rainbow-Angela Zhang
(actually, I just thought about it, not my LSS).. :D

3 valuable things in my life:
My family
My friends
My life as a whole. :P

3 'first times' in my life:
To be accused..
To answer almost nothing on a test paper.
To be a super president of our class (compared to being a HS president).. :(

3 words/things I always say/use:
Lol.
Kaw na.
See?

[/edit]

Ciao!

Yes! Blogging Time.

2008-07-04T13:47:00.004+08:00

Wooh.. I miss my blog so much.. I really miss it..

Know what, as the days pass by.. My life gets so miserable and exciting.. HAHA.. Cute err? A lot of unexpected things and some blind items are inserted here.. HAHA.. para naman makulay minsan ang blog right?

My firsts:
being accused by this fair lady.. Yeah, she was a friend? of mine before... I wish I never treat her like that.. Then with just some things, she accused me or rather she suspects me that I was also having this "connivance"- mariel's term at PBB? with those people who are against her (that was during some really childish act at the Online World)... PLASTIC SIYA. Argh.. I never thought that another scene would happen to me.. As what they say, HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF.. Sh**. Don't wanna elaborate. Grabe, nababatrip lang ako.. Dapat talaga.. Hai nako.. Goodluck and Godbless to her.. :D
nangamote ako sa quiz.. HAHA.. I had to answer the questions even though I have no idea about it, 'coz papers with no erasures and no blank answers will be guaranteed a PLUS 3 grade.. HAHA.. In short, dun ako umasa.. sa +3..

My Blind items:
this lady slash turning 18 tommorow.. HAHA.. Just wanna greet her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS. SARI ROSE JARETA.. haha.. Blind item pero may name.. Yeah.. You have this special space on my special and über cute blog.. One of my gift for you.. HAHA.. Joke. Hope you read this... Take Care.. :)
this lady is now having this "friendly intentions" to me and Ruth.. Maybe because she had a fight with her closest friend. There are some rumors that she's a self centered person.. Let's see what will happen.. You know, I take my lessons from the past.. Which is "NEVER JUDGE A PERSON AND DO TALK SHITS BEHIND". So, I'll just have to observe her for the mean time...
this lady is so inconsiderate.. She always hai.. Ayoko na. Mukhang talk shit ang sasabihin ko eh.. So i'll just stop.. Like what happen this morning..That really happens all the time.. HAI.. God bless you too..

Guess what? I feel a lot better when I put these concerns on my blog.. I am not afraid that they might see this and react.. At least, I never mentioned their names and they just feel this initiation.. HAHA.. dba?! Tama?! Except for Ayie, binati ko lang naman siya eh.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ULIT.. ~~The gift will be followed by Monday.. :)~~

Enough.. Have to rest.. My mind, body and soul is tired..

Ciao!

here I am again.

2008-06-27T14:10:00.003+08:00

How are thou? Naks. Gumaganon.. BTW, Yeah.. I'm really busy since the start of classes.. It's just that I am focusing on my career. ~~Being a student.~~ Yeah, that's my career so far. I'm also having a hard time on our schedule since I have to wake up early everyday.. Note: For those who are asking some link ex, I want to apologize if I can't visit back on time or left a comment.. You know. I am busy. But I'll try to visit all of you one by one.. I'll assure you that. I'll just find a time to do that.. Don't cha worry.. =]

So, I'll be going at Dorothy's Debut Party this sunday. I am not so fond of parties since I'm not the socialite (tama ba?) or lavish type either (oha. anu ba yan. tama ba english ko?haha..) so I don't know how to be somehow presentable.. Balahura? No, I mean I am not always going out or do some ~~party animal thingy..~~ Haha.. Let's just hope that I can still go to school after the party, since my class will start at 7 am.. Saklap diba? =[

What else, oh.

I'm planning something which I don't know if I'll be able to do it or either pursue it.. I'm still thinking more that twice I should.. I have to sacrifice a lot, forget a lot of people and mostly, to leave someone.. I'll just elaborate things when I am sure about it. Whether to do it or not. In short, I'm confused.. It's just that I am craving for more, I'm not yet satisfied of what I have right now on that place.. I'm also tired.. Err..

Too bad.. I have to say bye bye, 'coz I'm now searching about endemic species as my homework + I have to search about our topic which is about Eating Habits.. So, busy err?

just hope to have more strength for this sem onwards.. Phew!

Ciao!

Stressed Out!

2008-06-19T18:18:00.003+08:00

Hi. Actually, ~~I was having a prison break.~~ HAHA.. O.A. diba? But you know, I feel that this is the most tiring sem on my college life.. Wanna know my schedule and what are the stories behind? Well well, better read it 'coz this will be a very time consuming but I still hope you'll finish this entry upto the "ciao!" thingy..

So, as I was saying. Mondays,Wednesdays and Fridays are my favorite days.. My class at Mondays will end at 1:00 and 10 am on the remaining days.. My classes are Research, ReEd (Religious Education) and P.E. (Table Tennis).. That somehow feels good to me.. But the next days.. Like Tuesdays and Thursdays sucks! Yeah, I mean it.. Starting from ~~Personality down to Philosophy..~~

Then you know. I am starting to hate Philosophy.. Don't wanna elaborate.. It's just that our prof is really ok.. He's having some sense but you know, imagine this:

"While he was talking to my classmate, he looked outside.. Like there was
someone who wants to talk to him.. He was like having his hallucinations.. HAHA."

It's freaky right? Like he was having this "illusionary friends" or "seeing something not so ordinary".. You think I was exaggerating? No, I am just telling the truth.. He was being possessed.. OK, THAT'S EXAGGERATED.

You know, like what Alex said.. You can easily distinguish who are froshies from not. Basically, 50-75% of lasallians who are having this new logo on their uniform are frosh. Maybe some just wanna buy new set of uniform but mostly, 1st years are having the new logo on their uniforms.. It makes me feel like, " wooh! upperclassman na pala ako.." YABANG..

What else? AH! There, I was at the PPC (Psychology Program Council) meeting last Wednesday.. Actually, I don't know how to feel.. Should I be proud or ashame? There was conflict between the PPC and our class president (oh, you know.. bleeh.. I don't wanna say anything else. I don't want to sound so offensive) about 9 mos ago..

While I was introducing myself, they were like:

"Wow! First time.. Merong 21 sa meeting natin ah!"
"Alam niyo, sarap ibitin yung xxxxx nila dati sa 601 eh!"
"Wow, bumabawi ang 21 ah.."

Yeah, with matching applause from them.. So, I don't know how to feel.. Should I be proud that I am now paying all the debts our section had on PPC. Or should I feel ashame that I have to hear a lot of negative comments on which it was just someone's fault, yet the whole section's reputation was damage that we had to suffer this:

no information about some meetings.
no news coming from them that we have to hear it from others or we just realized that the event was already finished.
about the shirt.. (oops!)

Ok, I'll stop.. Maybe, If I'll continue.. I may spread something which I must keep sacred... Lol!

By the way.. Wooh, I won 7th place at Khayte's contest.. Thank you guys..

There you go.. I'll end this..

Ciao!

Thank You!

2008-06-14T15:56:00.006+08:00

Hello Fellas, I'm now back to the circulation of online addictus. I am now under so much pressure 'coz of the following:

*papers (soon thesis)
*constitution (preamble, etc..) guess what, our prof is really strict.. Once a cellphone beeps, = Quiz.
*advance readings
*contest (lol!)
*gym

but now, I am really stealing my time just to be online and thank all the people who helped me at Khayte's Domain Contest. I know that I will not win. Since I saw my standing last Wednesday.. But I want to thank all of you for sparing a piece of entry at your blog, some help.. I appreciate it so much.. Thanks..

I want to be optimistic in this semester.. I want to feel that I'll still be a dean's list this sem.. They said that my name will be posted on the ~~bulletin board~~. I'm still waiting but sadly, no "Dianne Niña Arceo" posted at the board. HAHA. "Wala lang, gusto ko bawat taong dadaan sa JFH, makikita yung maganda kong name under the Dean's List category.. DIBA! "

I'm just looking forward for my certificate from the dean and from the administration.. They will call me to get my certificate.. Wooh.. I'm so excited..

I'll end this.

Thank You guys.. Even we really didn't know each other personally, still! you helped me out on this.. Thanks..

[edit]
I have been alarmed by a friend a while ago.. That Wu Chun is coming here.. And I made some research.. It's true! They are coming here.. Click here! for the English translation of the Wu Chun's blog. July 12-14.. He said, "Oo, Andito na ako!"

[/edit]

Ciao!

Leave nothing but Footprints.

2008-06-10T13:20:00.008+08:00

Im über bored. So forgive me if this post would not be oh-so- interesting compared to my older posts.. By the way, have you seen my post interesting? Hope you do. HAHA.Lol.

I'm now havin' my LSS. David Cook's version of Always be my Baby. Yeah I know, why now? Not before. Guess what, I really hate Cook before. HAHA. I just felt like he's not all-so-worth staying. Since I'm not rally watching AI that much. But now, I started eating up all my words 'coz now I'm having his song on my fone, pc, mp3. Gawd.
[end]

Yesterday, I was at Laguna. I want to just stay at my room since I have this so called- visitor this month. But my mom won't allow me. 'Coz she said, "Anak, minsan lang tayo bibisita don. Besides, you will not walk too much. May car naman... Blah blah..". She was about to gave up on me, but our ~~über primadona maid~~ will go also. So meaning, wala akong kasama. No more chance of winning the debate.. The consequence of her super pakialamera skill (that I gave) was not talking to her the whole day. Even she asked some stuffs, who cares? Not me. So shupi! HAHA.. ~~Rude?~~

Since, I'm über tired that day I just take some pictures. Not myself, but the things I seen. I started when we're at the SLEX (South Luzon Express Way).

Here:

I remember Hale's 2nd album in this picture.
Dunno why.

Know this? Me? NO!

Pine trees. Right? HAHA.

So while I was playing at my Photoshop, I decided to add some kaeka ekan bah..

Here:

Know the story of footprints?

See that cellphone case? HAHA.

Ok, I'll end this. Have a very super über happy back to school day. But not for me. I guess.

Ciao!

MMK made me cry.

2008-06-07T18:45:00.003+08:00

Ok. Since I'm now little by little losing my hope to win.. Haha.. I know, I'm such a pessimist.. But seeing the points of other contestants really crushing my hopes ~~little by little~~.. But still, I am looking still with my chin up. Haha.. Since there are people who are willing to help me put, I'll not let them be down like me.. Thank you to all of you by the way!

Also, I über pity Khayte. She's having a hard time right now. On the contest, on those who still cheats and doing some stuffs.. Wala lang.. You know, she once said.. "If you were on my shoes, tatamarin ka rin.." Wala lang. Siningit ko lang.. She's offering me a .info domain.. I'm still thinking about it.. That was also the prize for 3rd placer.. I'll pay about 43 php a month.. Good offer.. But I'm still thinking about it. You know, .com or .org/.net are some of my bets..But still, having a domain and host still triggers me to accept it.

BTW, seen my title?! It's about MMK (Maalaala Mo Kaya) in english, Will you still remember. HAHA.. LOLZ..

So, actually. I'm not into ~~watching tear jerker movies, series or whatever..~~ But since I can't let my eyes on its rest mode.. So I decided to watched it rather Bubble Gang.. I want to make a difference that night..

Wanna hear the story? Rather, read it..

It was about parents with their 3 children. The children decided to adopt a child from their neighbor. 'Coz their neighbor can't support the baby. At first the mother was against their plan.. But later on, she accepted it.. The 3 children decided to left. The 1st studied at PMA. The 2nd went to Taiwan and the 3rd to Canada. Only the adopted child named "sherwin" was there to take care of their parents.. Later on, they discovered that Sherwin had a cancer. (I actually can't remember what cancer.. It was seen at his nose..) Sherwin had a lot of plans for his parents.. Sherwin is gay by the way.. So, he said he wanted to become a nurse to take care of his mama and papa. He will not leave his parents just like what his siblings did. Until, he died.. The sad parts are when he is still jolly and energetic in spite of the things happened to him. He still fought.. The last word he said to his sister was, "Ate, aalis na ako ah." He actually said to his mama to go home 'coz he felt that it was his last night to live..

The title of the story? "Mesa" in english, "Table"... The story was from Vigan, Ilocos Sur.

Made me cry.. HAIZ.. The tissue I was holding was reallly realy wet.. With tears and ~~catarrh..~~ eew..

Okie, enough of it..

~~Bid your bye byes~~ to beach, summer escapades and outings.. Say hello to Universities and Colleges.. OMG. I'm now having a hard time waking up early you know.

Ciao!

Contest Proper

2008-06-05T15:47:00.004+08:00

Phew.. Since I am now really frustrated on having a domain like blah blah.com.. I'm really looking forward for that.. Actually, I have no idea about the hosting, domains and blah blah stuffs.. But since, I made some research about it. Atleast, may alam na ako.. But you know, the money issues and blah blah are still not so clear.. That's why when I saw at a friend's comment about the contest. I grab this opportunity.. And I want you guys to know about it.. Ok?

Click here!
There are the info's about the contest.. I want also all of you to have this chance.. OK?

I really want to win, so would you mind making a post about this contest for me? Or you can join? This can also add some point for me..

Thank you very much guys.. Wish me luck.. :)

Wanna thank Allyza!
Nakita ko kasi yung comment ni Khayte sa site niya.. :)

vacation ends, back to school.

2008-06-04T10:18:00.003+08:00

Fortunately, my class will start by June 11. But still, it's not so exciting to go back the things ~~I did during the first 2 semesters..~~ I feel so bad that yeah, it's June 4 already and in just a 7 days I'll be back as a studious, "the pray-for-high-grade" student and most especially back on budgeting about xxx pesos for the whole week.. Plus, the jeepney fare reaches 12 php upto LaSalle.. HMM..

So, just to give a hint for the future college students and froshies.. Here is how a college student can be very very far different from being a highschool student.

HS: "Mam, bukas na lang yung quiz natin.. Di kami nakapagreview kasi may blah blah..." Mam:"Ok sige, mag-aral kayo bukas, wala ng postponed postponed ha..!" Oh yeah..
C: "Miss, pwede bukas na lang yung quiz?" Prof:" E di wag kang mag quiz ngayon." Bleeh.. :P

HS: Mam: "Ok class, may quiz tayo bukas. Get ready.."
C: Prof:"Ok, get a yellow pad and we will have a long quiz today.. About our lesson for today.."

HS: "Classmates, sabihin natin iextend ang pasahan ng project!"
C: "Classmates, wala namang gagawin sa blah blah class dba?! Di muna ako papasok, tatapusin ko muna yung project sa blah blah.. Sabihin niyo nalang nasa clinic ako."

HS: Di na kailangan lumipat ng classroom..
C: Sus! Milya milya minsan ang layo ng 1st class sa 2nd class.. Tapos 30 minutes lang na lakaran..

HS: 7-4 pm class
C: 7, 10, 11 blah blah.. Controlled time..

HS: "Ilan grade mo sa Math?!" , "84"
C: "Ilan grade mo sa Algeb?!" , "0!" haha.. or kung matalino ka, "4.00" (depende sa grading system..)

HS: Lahat ng libro dala, or maraming required na books and notebooks..
C: Buhay ka na sa photocopy, notes sa yellow pad or sa notebook na halo halo ang laman.. Kung may libro, sus! sa library marami..

HS: "Sabi ni mam, wala daw pasok.."
C: "Sabi sa tv walang pasok." , "Tawag tayo sa school, rain or shine may pasok pa rin.."

MAY STUDENT WEEK DIN ANG COLLEGE.. AT MASAYA YUN..

Note: They are some.. Not all.. But now, I'm starting to enjoy college.. Yeah.. But what I hate in this sem.. Is my subject so called.. "PHILIPPINE GOVERNMENT AND CONSTITUTION"... bleet..

P.S.
I hate watching PBB.. A lot of them are "plastic.." really.. They are saying that they are just being real.. So, being real is when you are really super inconsistent on whatever things you do, whatever you answer on different questions and when the past hunts you back... Too bad..

Ciao!

10 years visa + pbb mode.

2008-05-31T18:35:00.005+08:00

Ok, I know. All the things that happened to me has it's own way to make the things turn into good. As you remember, at my recent posts maybe just a 2 or three post away from here, I was really in ~~deep s***.~~ But as what I said, if there's something happened to you which is bad, something good will come and the other way around..

We had our interview for the US visa @ Embassy last Wednesday. We are all nervous about it.
'Coz there are only 2 endings coming after the interview.. Approved or ~~Denied~~.. So we are you know, hoping for the good.

We waited for about 2-4 or 5 hours before we finished everything.. And of course, It's a good news.. wohoo!

Here's the interview:

Mr. Consul:Hi! Why do you want to go to US?!
Mom: Ow! Just to fulfill my promise to my children to tour them after they graduated.
M C: Wow, such an optimistic promise.
M: Yeah, that's why it took me a year to do it.
M C: How many children do you have?
M:Two only, these children (referring to us)
M C: So, where is your husband?
M: He's at house, working on our small tailoring shop.
M C: What does he sew?
M: AHM.. Barong, Blouses,Pants Something like that.
M C: How many years are you working @ Bangko Sentral?
M: 27 YEARS.. (I'm not sure.. :P)
M C: What is your postion?
M: Bank Manager for the Scholarship Team.
M C: Why do BS have scholarship.
M: It's a benefit for the employees

Type...Type...Type..Type..

M C: OK! YOUR VISA IS APPROVED. Thank You.
M: Thank you too!
M C: I'm sure your children will enjoy it.
M: I know they will.

Oh yeah!

After the said interview, we ate @ Max's just inside the Blue Wave. It was a relieved. Finally.. The only thing that's bothering us was what visa would they give. I mean, would it be 6 mos?5 years?10 years?

Then just this friday, we already knew it. 10 YEARS... Party..

Now, I'm so freakin' bored.. I don't know what shall I do. I just want to share all the things I like. Wait, are you a pbb viewer? Have you seen what Nan and Beauty did just last night? They are really funny.. Such an immature LO!

I think, not everybody is perfect. We can have our own strength and weaknesses. But it doesn't mean that if someone told you that you're like blah blah blah, you have to change it just to please them. All you have to do is to observe yourself too. If you feel that a certain attitude won't hurt them, then just let it be. Be real! If you feel like you're hurting and degrading someone, then change it. You don't have to be so much affected on what people see and say about you. People are really good at pointing others but seeing and looking at themselves is hard. So we need to listen to what they see at us, It can somewhat help us to grow and be mature.
Also, we should not be so impatient. If we feel bad, yeah. It's better to hit a thing than to hit a person. BUT, what can it do for you? Ease the pain?! I don't think so. 'Coz it's such an immature behavior. We should listen first and never shout, punch or do things which can never be a help in understanding things clearly. And! We can't force someone to bare with us or even comfort us if they don't want.

That's my opinion.. . I just wanna share it. HAHA.. lol

Well, have to end this. I'm looking forward to see Robi at The Big Night..

Ciao!

OMG. sexy haircut.

2008-05-25T11:50:00.004+08:00

After about less than 5 months of bothering myself of having a haircut or not, here it is. I got to David's Salon about 6-ish already.. So, I can only tell myself, "there's no turning back!" OMFG.

So... Hot Oil and Massage... Then here comes the haircut... waaahh.. :(

I was like, staring at my hair piece by piece falling at the floor.. The curly hair turned straight again.. I was on my very emotional moment.. I never ever wanted to let my hair cut 'coz I feel somewhat confident having my long hair.. But, It turned good.. 'coz everyone who seen me said that I look good and sexy.. Omg..

I know you're curious already.. So HERE.. In different angles.. lol.. :)

Been tagged by Alyssa

Arte Y Pico
The rules of this tag are as follows:

1) You have to pick 5 blogs that you consider deserve this award for their creativity, design, interesting material, and also for contributing to the blogging community, no matter what language.
2) Each award has to have the name of the author and also a link to his or her blog to be visited by everyone.
3) Each award winner has to show the award and put the name and link to the blog that has given her or him the award itself.
4) Award-winner and the one who has given the prize have to show the link of “Arte y Pico” blog, so everyone will know the origin of this award.
Make sure you visit the link above.

Now I am tagging:
joan,aisha,ranyah,kuya jv,ate liza

Ciao!

officially enrolled!

2008-05-21T15:56:00.007+08:00

I am back! Surprisingly. I am tired and really bored, so all I have to do is to make some blogging. Wanna say Hi first to those who keep on reading, commenting and especially linking me up! You are making my blog breathe.

BTW,

As I was saying, ow! I enrolled myself last 19. That was Monday.. So, blah blah.. Procedure was to go to the office of Behavioral Science then get the Pre reg then process the new Reg Form, pay the bills, validate the i.d. and tadah! Done!

So, as expected. I arrived ~~late.~~ Lame. You know, when I turned to college I somewhat feel that making it on time is just a waste. (FYI, only when I have to meet a friend, classmate etc. But on class, so far I'm on time. Early.)

Then I finished enrolling about 11-ish. I planned to go to the gym afterwards so I wait for about 3 hours in school 'coz you know, ~~gym instructors have to eat their lunch, wish they weren't Lol!.~~ So am I.

Then, some of my classmates came late and finished late 'coz of some prob in Reg Form. They didn't even informed me that our Reg Form too had a problem. So, I have to go back the following day.. It was really raining so hard.. So I was like, "I just hope someone told me that I have to countersign this yesterday.. " Blah.

By the way, here are some pics on that day.. My gym bag, my *new* r-shoes, my id validated, my "paltos"/blister 'coz of the new r-shoes, my band aid. Lol! Such a photoholic.. ;)

*See, such a camwhore! HAHA..

This one was drawn by my besssie, Ruthai :) While
waiting for the Reg Form.

My *new* r-shoes. ~~Worth 800 php.~~ I like the other one
but it cost 1,300php. No allowance for the summer.. Haha.

Here's my sched. See?!

Validated! I cross out my student
number, for privacy. :)

That's how they mess my Reg Form ah!

My gym bag and shoes. :)

See that?! My band aid that helped
me on my blister. :)

That's it. My blister. :'(

Too bad, can't play with my Photoshop.. It expired.. I lost the serial #. So, I have to download it again. But to lazy for that. Maybe next time. :(

Ciao!

Oops, just been tagged. I'll add it up here. Ok?
Game Rules :
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people. People who are tagged will be blessed and their wishes will come true in the future.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
it's not my lost. It's yours.. So suffer.. :)
2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
oops. just like before.. can't do anything about it.. :'(
3.What will your dream wedding be like?
hmm.. a garden wedding maybe at Paris. HAHA.
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
sort of.
5. What's your ideal lover like?
just like a movie star, complicated yet perfect.. Whoa!
6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
being loved by someone else.. :)
7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
no.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
go away. haha.
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
a lot! it was posted here.. ;(
10.What do you want most in life?
laptop!? haha.. IDK..
11. Is being tagged fun?
sort of..
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
just going out? so I can't say anything. But you know.
13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
My family.. Friends.. Acquaintances.. :)
14. What is happiness for you?
My life.. whoa!
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
single and rich. hahah .. :) lol
16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
so what.. I don't know him too.. hahah.. lol
17. Why do teens got hooked in terms of relationships and romantic love?
*my question! haha.. well, I am too confused.. haha.. that's why I asked it.. :) haha..
18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
nothing.. haha.
19. What type of friends do you like?
loving, real and good looking.. OHA2.. :)
20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
laught out.. burst out.. hahah..

O-U-C-H

2008-05-18T17:43:00.004+08:00

I actually don't know how to start my post. I just don't know what words to utter first. I'm so f****** frustrated. I hope a day frustration will be fine by tomorrow, but I really never expect that my frustration be added by another issue that just makes me cry when I go home.

Yesterday, It was my best friend's blowout to us, his friends. I am somewhat sad about it 'coz my mother just announced the night before that we together with our cousins, aunts and uncles are going to Batangas and do some "wimming". So I was like, "WHAT THE... I wanted to go there. But I already promised my bff that I'll go with him." So that's Frustration#1.

The following day, my closest friends are going at Antipolo. So, I was like, ok.. OP ako nito tomorrow (FYI, my closest friends are my choirmates/childhood friends). They promised me that they will follow but I know they won't. Just as what I expect, they didn't make it. Maybe you're asking, why didn't you choose to be with them at the first place? As what I said, I already promised my bff to come there. Wait, you know. These close friends of mine promised my bff that they will come, but they just decided to go at Antipolo instead of fulfilling their promise to my bff. So sad! Really my Frustration #2.

This morning, I decided to go to the gym.. The gym instructor said a lot. It was really a heartbreaking thing for me. He said a lot of things about me. A lot of things which hurts me a lot. I don't wanna tell it here, 'coz it makes me cry again.. And it's a Super Frustration #3.

See, in just 2 days.. You can kill me so easily..

Now, I just make myself busy by giving comments to all my linked friends.. To ease my pain..

Regain my strength soon...

Ciao!

on my way to fitness.

2008-05-12T18:00:00.004+08:00

I just get super tired starting yesterday and maybe throughout the week or more.. I'm starting my gym mode since yesterday.. Do you know what really pushed me on this situation?

1. I was not just once but a lot of times said by my friends, "Gurl, antaba mo na..","If you're just a lil bit slimmer, I'll court you." .. Actually, I am not bothered about the 2nd statement. I just feel a lil bit rejected not because I like those guys out there, but I'm just feeling so bad about it. Because I'm not slim, you judge me like that. ANG SAKIT AAH. :(

2.I saw my picture last outing together with my former classmates and I was like, "DUH! ako ba to?!" "Is this really me?! Can't believe it!" Warning: Vacation can really kill your figure. Believe me.

3.I just think it's time for me to know how it feels to be slim and slender. With abs. Yeah!

BTW.

I was there yesterday about 9 or 10 am. Then Sir Gerry was there. He was soo cool. He take good care of me. I feel so great on having so much sweat going out of my body.. Then I decided to make it an everyday habit. He said that it was fine for a endomorphic body like me to go there everyday. As what is advised by the instructor, I also went there this morning. To my surprise, the assigned instructor was so lame and he was late. I came there about 7 am, he came about 8 am.. So I just did the treadmill thingy. Soooo.. I now feel some body pain compared to yesterday.. The instructor this morning is not soo good. Yeah! I wish Sir Gerry was the instructor but sadly, he's only there every TH-S-Sunday and it's afternoon.. So maybe at TH-S-Sunday, I'll just go on the afternoon sessions.

Now, I'm feeling maybe cramps. He tried using weights to me this morning. Nabigla ata ang body ko. Well, I still need to continue. As what I have to say, I enter this situation.. I should end this by fulfilling my aim.

All I have to do is to keep thinking of the 4 D's:

Discipline
Determination
Dedication
Diet

So to all of you people, Just wait.. I'll be once proud of myself someday.. So better watch out.. :P LOL.

Maybe you're thinking, there are pills, liposuctions, etc.. blah blah that can make you slim yet having a comfty doing it. But guys, I'm actually after my health. I don't want to regret anything. I should be slim in a natural, gradual process yet very very satisfying. :)

P.S.
Wanna know where? Near Wellcare Clinic. You know, it's just a jeep away from my school (Lasalle) so even vacation ends, I can still continue going there. :)

Ciao!

TAGGED and just TAGGED.. tss.

2008-05-10T14:44:00.005+08:00

I got tagged by Kuya Jv

Here are the rules:
1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).
3. Pick your month of birth.
4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.
5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.
6. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve done it!

The Twelve Months

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes.Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally (love this description! lol). Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain) . Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck . Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing (not really). Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children (I hope not!). Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift .

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

if you ever passed by on this post, kindly copy it and tagged yourself.. I don't just want to give it to someone but I want to give it to those who wanted to try this. So, if you like to grab this.. It's fine, just link me up.. OK duddles?! :)

P.S.

Remember Mr. Eew @ my recent post?! Someone told me.. That he crushes me? I mean, he adores me.. For being a good girl (turned bad 'coz of him :evil smile insert here:), and a funny textmate.. GAWD. Isn't it somewhat desperate?! Killing me lil by lil.. Curse him. x.x

ciao!

happy fiesta. to them.

2008-05-07T12:43:00.003+08:00

Yeah, ~~yesterday.~~ It was the most awaited (tama ba?!) haha, event of almost half of the people here in Sampaloc whatever (actually, I dunno what our barangay was called). Town Fiesta!

Actually, our family never feel this as special as what others feel. But since, I've been involved in church activities, so you know. Blah blah..

I went to Janiza's house since it's the first stop. I just ate hmm.. Chicken, Rice(about 4 teaspoon) and Something which I really don't know. 'Coz nowadays I am not eating much. Aside from trying to lose weight, I'm also having a hard time eating. I don't have that energy to eat. Wanna know why? Yeah.. ~~Fixing a broken heart~~.. Haha.. Lol! Kidding. I really don't know why..

BTW.

There, I met Jani's classmates way back highschool (she's now turning 1st yr. college). So, I saw my ~~ex crush.~~ But he never called me. He's my service mate. Hehe. lol. Iisa kami ng service way way back highschool..

So, since there are a lot of people there plus it's suuuuuber hot. We transfered to Faye's house. Again, we just watched tv there.. I only ate fruit salad and leche flan. Maybe my tummy's full. Haha. Lol.

Then there's something so eew happened. HAHA. Well, someone least expected came. He interrupted the happy environment. Let's name him Mr.Eew. Haha.. Mr.Eew is haveing a f***** crush to my friends. He stalks. EEW. More than that. When you say something to him, he dares to do it. Really. He is a psychotic.. HAHA.. Well he acts as a psychotic. But I know he's not. HAHA..

I don't wanna elaborate 'coz it's killing me.. Gawd..

BTW.

So he follow us until @ my house. Because we decided to ate chocs, ice cream, cake, spag there. But as I was saying, I only ate lil cake and ice cream. But he felt the "ilang thing" so he left. GOOD! He's so annoying. A lot!

Then about 6-ish we decided to go to church for the mass proper. So we're there. And the xxx choir performed there. They are good. Yeah. Bleeet. HAHA. Don't wanna tell stories about 'em and us coz it make me wanna puke. Haha. Plus, ~~it will make my post messy.~~ HAHAHA..

Then fireworks and TORO. But last year was more intense compared this year 'coz the toro is not as mean as before. You know what happened last year? Click here.

That's it.

But I have pictures of maybe you'll laugh out. These make my fiesta quite exciting.

It's a violet chick. Funny?!
Yeah, my 1st toy that blinks. HAHA.
With Music.
I just borrowed from my Bro.
This is not frog my dear bloggers.
This is "pugo"? You know? HAHA.

Ciao!

tagged one more time..

2008-05-02T07:56:00.001+08:00

Tagged by Ate Liza

Sorry folks, I was again just tagged.. Iba ang sikat.. HAHA.!

BTW,

I need to name 10 things that starts with Letter S:

*slippers - Gawd. without it, can you still walk. Mean.
*sister- I was craving for that. Since I only had a brother.
*single - Yes I am.
*sanctuary- I want to just write it here.
*submarine - I just want to try riding on that ypou knoe. How does it feel, etc..
*slender- I always wanted to be. But I'm now starting on my way being slender. Watch out! :P
*sunrise and sunset (count 'em as one) - 'Coz makes me really feel diferent kind of happiness whenever I see it. I remember what happened to me in the past that sometimes makes me happy and sometimes the other way around.
*sceneries- Oh since I love taking pictures, I'm really looking at their "decisive moments"
*soloist- Haha. My choirmates know that. :P
*shave - It's quite essential though. HAHA.

will you believe? I check the online dictionary just for this.. :)

peaceout!

ciao!

tagged!

2008-04-30T18:51:00.004+08:00

Tagged by: Maialog

Rules

1. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves
2. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.
3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

Me:

1. I always wanted to sleep with lights on. I dunno. But when I'm with someone or in a sleepovers, it's okay to turn off the lights. But If I'm alone. It's a NO NO.

2. I love taking pictures, even they are not needed. For example, I saw a bridge. Even though I seen it a lot of time, I just can't help myself but to capture it.

3. The guys who are close to me often said this, "Liligawan sana kita kaso mataba ka." OUCH!

4. I am corny. I burst out of laughing with some very corny jokes such as : " anong hayop ang nauuntog? eh di, DOG! " I actually can't recover for hours after hearing that joke. And this one, "Anong sabi ng centipede nung may
nakasalubong siyang isang centipede?
"uy pare. Apir!apir!apir! apir!apir!
apir!apir! apir!apir! apir!apir! apir!
apir! apir!apir! apir!apir! apir!apir!
apir!.... .......
That'swhy I think I am tagged for being a cheerful and talkative person @ our class, our tropa.. Hmm. almost to everyone.

5. I look for my cellphone every morning, whatever time it is. As long as I woke up, I need my fone right away.

6.I hate going outside our house for leisure and mingle. For an instance, I have to talk with our neighbors or I have to buy something at the convenient store. I actually feeling different towards our neighbors :). I always ask our maid to do the buying stuff outside the house. But gimmicks or at Malls are fine.

7.I hate corned beef. I hate the way it looks like. I hate it. But I eat beefsteak.. :P

8.When I want to buy something, I tend to be thrifty and not just ask money for my mom. I feel like asking money to my mom is the hardest thing to do. So she just said, "anak, ano may pera ka pa ba?"

9.I usually dream of a perfect guy for me. He has a car, handsome, intelligent and most of all. Rich. HAHA!

10.I love hanging out with boys rather than girls. I feel like boys understand me more than girls. Besides, when they are mad they just shut up and never say anything that can hurt you. But not tolerating me. But I don't do boy's stuff such as cigars and beers.. :)

Now, I'm tagging:
Vina,Mayee, Ate Dha, Alex, Aisha, Justin, Marie,Alyssa, Caitlin and Richard.

407 Km North away from Manila

2008-04-29T11:07:00.012+08:00

Warning: It's full of Surprises. :) Watch out.

Last Friday until Yesterday I had a trip. Where? About 407 Km North away from Manila. Still no idea? Try to search it on the net, but I won't make you do that. It's Ilocos Region starting from Vigan to Pagudpod.

So, we start our trip about 9-ish pm.. The blah blah... To the Vigan. Ofcourse with Stop overs yan. So we had our breakfast there, wanna see my bfast? Here:

Longganisa with egg and tomatoes. ^^

Then we have a lot of trips. The visiting of different sites. Actually, I can't even remember some of the names. But you know, Ilocos is really great. Believe in Me. I visited a lot of places, but this one attracts my heart.

Then we also visited the baluarte which is a zoo. Wanna see how I enjoyed it? Here's the video. Short only with my tita..

Then, we saw the Church made in Corals. Paoay Church. Isn't it great?

Full view. ^^

There's a saying that if your a first timer, you have to knock on all the churches you'll visit. 3 times, then think about your wish and it will come true. You know, ginawa ko yun. Wanna know my wish? I can share it. My wish is that all of my upcoming wishes will come true. Oh dba! Am I brilliant or what? Haha.. lol. =3

Then we got to the Malacañang of the North, were Marcos lived ageess agooo. Then we have our rest..

After 4 hours of rest at La Elliana Hotel, we visited the Sta. Monica Church. Ang sarap magpakasal dun, ang haba ng lalakaran mo bago makarating sa altar. Saya diba Girls? Hehe.. =3 But maybe, guest will not make it. Ang layo kaya ng Ilocos Norte. lol.

So great!

Then we had our dinner. Actually, I often forgot to took a picture of my lunch. So I only had picture of breakfast and dinner. =3

Meatballs, chopseuy (tama ba spelling?) w/brownies.

And I discovered a food which tasted so good. Made from Cagayan pa daw.. (Recipe) called Batil Patong

Egg noodles ata yun. With sabaw.

Ofcourse, we ate our breakfast and our call time was 6 am. Aga dba!

Tapa with Egg

Then we head down to Light house, Windmill, Then to Pagudpod Beach.. Like it sooo much..

This is the Lighthouse :)

The windmill :)

Pagudpod beach.

Yes that's me. :)

Then we got to the Burnayan, I was amaze at how Kuya Churva (haha.) Made this one.. By the way, burnayan means pagawaan ng tapayan. =3

The finished product wasn't shown.
Kasi di ko malagay. Ewan..

Then we head down to Crisologo's house as well as Crisologo street. Iwill remember Crisologo Street and the Capitol of Vigan. Haha. ~~I had my 1st public happy pupu there.~~ HAHA.. I know you're laughing.. Me too! =3

This is Crisologo's Street and a lot of goodies!

Grabe, sobrang saya ng trip. Nag-enjoy talaga ako. Dahil sa may mga papa dun. Hahah.. Sa tour. hehe.. Tumalandi pa ee.. :)

Thanks for reading this super long post of mine. Hope you feel the tour as well as mine..

Love y'all

P.S.
My fingers are no tired.. :) I'll remember their hospitality and their specialties such as bagnet, tinubong, kalamay and dinuydoy.. Yummy! :)

Want more pictures?
Click it here!

Ciao!

randomized.

2008-04-24T12:10:00.006+08:00

Random #1:

I just got a new CS3.. and I love it so so ooo muchiness. Wanna see my masterpiece? Actually, I can't barely say I'm an expert, "nagsisimula palang ako.. " Pero, I think I'm kinda improving.. Kinda lang.. hehe.. :)

my life isn't that colorful. =3

who wants a debt lists? hihi.. =3

wooh. go papaya tree.^^

-about a day making the two of them. As what I said, I'm still under tutorials and experimenting.

Random#2:

Anyhoo, I discovered a chocolate na talagang pinagnasahan ko.. Haha. Manyak? No. I mean, when I tasted it, Geez. I want MORE! as in MORE!

COFFEE BEAT BABEY!

is that legs?! hehe.. COFFEE BEAT!

yummey.. =3

Random #3:

Hey?! Have you seen my LOVELY Robi Domingo of Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition Plus on his new hairstyle? HEHE. Geez. Grabe, He's still looking gorgeous uh.

have you noticed? I'm super random sa post. as in iba iba ang topic.
Yeah, just to kill my boredom, I have to make a post even it's not related to each other. Bluh.

Hope you understand. EHe.

Thank you..

Much much love..

Ciao!

Sorry, just wanna explode.

2008-04-20T08:10:00.004+08:00

actually, I'm excited to go to with them. I really miss some of them. But I never ever expected to be so frustrated.. You know! no one's talking to you, no one's always with you and you have to asked permission just to join the group, you eat alone, you're always thinking of going home.. What do it mean? You're such a loser, out of place. No one to belong with. Maybe, it's my choice to do some, because I feel I don't belong.. :P

SADLY, THAT HAPPENED TO ME AT THE LEAST EXPECTED ~~Believe me!~~ I didn't really expected it.

I don't wanna go on details, it makes me wanna cry every time I remember to jive with them yet they never listens. I try to be with them but they treat me just as an air going in and out of the room. And you know when we have to go home, I really said to myself, THANK GOD, MY SALIVA'S ON THE MODE AGAIN! haha! Again, maybe it's what I thought but you know, I just wanna explode.

You know, I have nothing against them. They haven't done anything wrong, maybe it's just that even you're on one group, still you have close friends on that group in which, you can never erase.

For an instance, Ms. H is your bff, then Ms. H has a friend who belongs to a certain group, therefore. You, Ms. H and her friend will be called "tropa" even though, her friend is not as close as your bff. Gets mo ba?

Hay. I just want to shout it here, 'coz I know those people don't know this account. Maybe some, but not all.

"To those people: you know, I have nothing to go against all of you. Siguro, talagang di lang ako makasabay sa inyo, kasi di ko rin alam. Pero wala kayong masamang ginawa, talagang minsan, di nagkokonek ang mga bagay-bagay. Masaya naman akong makita kayo ulit. Talagang, na o.p. lang ako.. Wag kayo mang-alala. Ako may kasalanan nun, di kayo.. =3"

"To some, whom I talk with: Kahit papano, may nakausap ako. Maraming Salamat na rin sa inyo, medyo may nakausap ako.. Salamat. ~~Alam niyo naman kung sino kayo eh..~~ hehe.."

P.S.
Let me regain my strength again. ;c

Love you guys for reading..

Ciao!

learned a thing, FAVICON.

2008-04-16T11:09:00.004+08:00

hello my süber kadüper friends. I'm just so happy. On my entire blogging business, I tend to ask my friend alex everything. But now, I learned something all on my own. Hehe. You know, I'm not "that so-" expert in terms of encoding. I'm such an innocent. But I want to be a help for those who are also the same as what my capabilities have.

How to put a FavIcon?

Have you seen this at my navigation bar? (I don't know if it's seen at Internet Explorer.) But for the Firefox users, you see it? There. That's FAVICON

~~You want that too?~~

Click here: FavIcon

There are instructions there. It's easy to follow. Believe me.

You just have to have a winzipped software. (I think. ü)

I'm just so happy. Hehe. Inosenteng bata eh..

OK, update again soon..

Ciao!

one team, one summer.

2008-04-11T19:27:00.004+08:00

Yeah, have you seen my title. It's the summer station ID of Kapamilya.. Actually, before I used to watch Channel 7 due to my mother's decision and since I don't watch tv that much before (Classes still on going). But due to:

*Hana Kimi ('d original. =3)
*über
*PBB (Pinoy Big Brother)
*Palos (Jake Cuenca only! =3)
*Lovers

I tend to watch Channel 2 often.

Anyhoo, I feel the summer heat na. As in. You know, it's really really hottah. I'm now looking forward on our summer vacation at Puerto Galera and Disneyland. My parents really promised me those. I'm über excited. =3

I also want to show you our papaya. It's kaduper amazing. We thought that that tree died agesss ago. But when I gave food to Miyaka (my dog), We saw how this tree looked. The tree is near Miyaka's house.

Click to enlarge:

Well, update soon.

P.S.
Happy Birthday to my super duper best friend Ruth. I love you. =3

=3 -learned this smiley for Hana Kimi at Nakatsu.

P.S.S?
Hale's newest album entitled Above,Over and Beyond is coming at April 28-08. Catch it.

Ciao!