My heart caught by the camera.

Friday, May 29, 2009;

Shocking Shocks. ♥ 2:08 PM

Pleasant day or night to you. I don't know when you'll be able to read this post. Anyhoo. I have to confess something. My Mom and Dad knows it. I'd watched Hayden Kho's scandalous scandal. OMG. HAHA. First all out porn watched ever. But then, I have to say that my age qualifies already when it comes to watching those craps. But I'll never do that again. Out of curiousity. YAN. :)
Well, I won't elaborate what I saw. But it was a total disgust. Yuck talaga! I've watched the some American Films, haha. So I thought na dun lang ginagawa yun. I'm not aware that Filipinas were able to do that to themselves. HAHA. Sabi ng kapatid ko, Hayden and Maricar were playing poker. Tapos who ever lost will surrender his/her clothes. Kaya ganun itsura niya? Oh well. I don't have to spill it out.

Here's the exciting part for those curious just like me. GUSTO MO DIN MAPANUOD? I suggest you not to do it.Nagmamakaawa na siya na wag panuorin, and I did the other way around. Sorry. HAHA. Wag na kayong gumaya sa akin. Kasi total disgust talaga. That thing, whatever you may call it should really be private. I don't know who's the bastard who uploaded it. Pero kung talagang type niya na magfilm nun, haha. that's how I call it. Sana di nalang niya pinakita sa friends niya. Sana sinarili nalang niya yung pagkakaroon ng HIGH LIBIDO. Gosh.

Okay. Enough of it, that's not the total reason of blogging kasi if ever, napakababaw. HAHA.
Well, I tried to do some photo session with my things. Kaso, namimiss ko pa rin ang CS3 ko. I think that makes my photo alive. But if given a chance to have a DSLR cam, I won't need any enhancement from Adobe. Maybe I'll add them up sa isa kong album. But I don't know when. I love taking photos, but not uploading them. Ewan ko ba.:) Let's see.

OH. Ilang days nalang, pasukan na. I don't know how to face the challenges of this year. Being the President of an Org, Being a Junior, Being a Daughter. And most of all. Counting my remaining days here. HAI. :(

`Ciaociao.:)

Labels: from multiply, he and she, love, nonsense ii

let the pain subside, my dear.

Thursday, May 14, 2009;

I forgot to put a Title. :) ♥ 7:38 PM

I want to be frank, I tried to click the delete this blog button. But then again, I feel so bad doing it. So I stopped myself. Maybe hysteria of mine exist for another time. :)

So, right now I am forming an organization. I don't know if I can handle the pressure, but then I was destined on this task. I know. I never wanted to, but if God wants me to have it. Then let it be His will . :) Hmm, a lot of task has to be done with so limited time. I'm seeking for the help of my co-officers and luckily, they did -NOTHING (but some helped me) . :(

Just this morning, I saw on the tv, the great person named David Archuleta. Well, his hazel eyes were hell out cute! Gosh. Charming. But when he performed, oh-well. He said that he feel so dumb, because of the Filipino performers who perfomed before him and added that Filipinos were talented. Oh we know it Dave. :) haha. :P Close?? I hope to watch Cook tomorrow. Geez, why do I have to go to school tom. tsss..

As what I've said on my mutiply account, I'll be permanently leaving Phil after 2 years. :( Bad bad.

`Ciao!

Just a random post.

Quotable Quote (the Return!)
"No one knows you're dead unless someone
knows your existence"
In tagalog:
"Bago pa nila malamang wala ka na, wala
na ang lahat . HAHA. "

Labels: happiness form the heart, revelation, unleashed ii, wala lang

let the pain subside, my dear.

Thursday, April 30, 2009;

US experience. ♥ 11:32 AM

Wohooo. How are you folks? Well, it's been a super while since my last post. Then I'll narate everything about my US trip. You know.

Vocabulary Learnings:
*Hobo -pulubi
*Purse - bag
*Cold - walang kwentang tao
*Ugly- well. ikaw. :P
*Cookie Jar - ahm...
*Dick - super... ahmm.. AHHA. :]

Well, they mean so different. HAHA.

Etiquette:
*Learn to wave to people even you don't know them.
*Smile and Say hi to almost everyone.
*Don't look at strange people in the eye, they might attack you.
*Even some are smelly. HAHA. Just don't mind it.
*No blowing of Horns!
*Never be late (OOOPSSSIEEE)..

Discoveries:
*Almost everything are bottomless.
*Servings are like for LARGE people. :]
*Bart trains are amazing!
*Filipino owned houses are hiding "tabo" on the bottom part of the sink!
*Convert dollars to peso- Can't buy anything!
*You have to be friendly. :]
*The weather is so great!
*Freedom spells US. :]
*Kissing couples are around. HAHA. Don't try to mind them. OKAY.
*Lot of cute guys.
*I learned to like Italian and some White Guys.

Photographs and Memories are Worthless. :]

http://butterflyeffectz.multiply.com -look for US tour 09 photo Album .;]

`Ciao!

Labels: precious, revelation, salamat po, spread love, twilight

let the pain subside, my dear.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009;

Thinking of You. ♥ 9:50 AM

You were the one who was spending the nights. How I wish, I was looking into your eyes.

Magandang Umaga mga Katoto. Well, I haven't thinking of something to rant here. I actually feel so bad. HAHA. As always. I feel so nervous for the panel interview tomorrow. What more if it's tomorrow? HAI.

Guess what? I had my UST escapade. It's somehow fun. Real Fun.

the dreamer.

decisive moment.

no.no. chinita.

I also got a chance to skate. Ice skating Folks. YEAH! First time. Fierce me!

lotus feet? err.

we're three, but the other set belongs to
a new friend named Angelo. :)

I can't really imagined that I fell
3 times in a row. :)

Snow/Bubbles.

I also had my video, that I slipped and skate. haha. Here:

http://cdabuet.multiply.com/video/item/15
http://cdabuet.multiply.com/video/item/16
http://cdabuet.multiply.com/video/item/17
http://cdabuet.multiply.com/video/item/18

Oh well. I really don't know what to tell. Guess a bye bye may fit in.

what a decisive moment. :)

Ciao!

Labels: inspired, kaibigan, photography, total shockness

let the pain subside, my dear.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009;

Officially Out. :) ♥ 8:07 PM

As what my title shouts, I'll be out from the 30th of March till 28th of April. Maglalaboy kami ng family ko out there. :) So if you have concerns, well. I better kick it off for a while. :)
____________________________________________________________________________
I hate my position right now. I can't hardly say that I am happy. Basically because pressure are coming along my way. Hai. I hate pressure. I never liked it. So why on earth giving it to me? Anyways. By next sem, I'll be the president of DPS(Dlsu-d's Psychological Society) and our batch will undergo a state called re-shuffling. HAHA. Sama diba? Testing lang daw. Because the batch are going worst. ALL SECTIONS FIGHT AGAINST EACH OTHER. Or should I say na napaka war freak ng section ko. HAHA. SILA LANG. Not me. I never stoop down myself. HAHA. Feeling ko kasi, no one deserves my attention especially sa pagbaba ng reputasyon. So maybe that's the reason why I never been involve to fights. Kalma lang kasi. :) Di lahat nadadaan sa away. :) right?

Quotable Quote:
"Be gentle. Even not everyone are gentleman and gentle woman. :p"

`Ciao!

p.s.
I learned how to put make-up! Except the Eye shadows. Medyo palpak pa ako. HAI. Funny.

Labels: harhar, narration, unleashed ii, wala lang

let the pain subside, my dear.

Friday, February 20, 2009;

Confrontation 101. ♥ 8:30 PM

Well, this is the first time that our section undergo to what we call, "open forum". I've been under this state before, so I always condition myself that whenever I can hear my name, there will be something either positive or negative points about me. Well, usually bad points are always present right?

Good thing, I never heard my name during the session. Ms. President only. HAHA. Well, I'm happy that at least, some efforts from my friends are present to defend me against this "people" who are taking my good intentions for granted.

Too bad not all 21 are present, "Masarap pang mampimpoint ee." You know what I mean? But I don't do that. Because I still believe that if you have a problem with that person, well. You tell it to him/her privately and not in front of everyone. Basically because many people maybe dealing with it. Plus, this only makes a new commotion. Better TO SHUT UP. I learn it in the process of open forums I've been through, and it HURTS, REALLY HURTS TO HEAR PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT NEGATIVE THINGS TO YOU, AND IN FRONT OF ALL OF YOUR CLASSMATES.

Well, now at least they know the lesson behind this.

Don't hope that they will change. For that person will be the same no matter what.
Awareness of the RIGHT CHOICE OF WORDS may simply be the focal point of this.
You can't really escape the fact that you can hurt someone from the wrong choice of words.
Well, YEAH. No one's perfect
Hard to please EVERYBODY. You can never do that! Always remember that.

Okay, enough of my Psych Experience.

Learn from our mistakes. As what my Damsel mention all the EK experience before. MOVE ON!

New segment in here!
Quotable quote from me:
"Only time can heal the wounds and pains inside you, all your issues can be wipe using a tissue."

-korni? I know. Err.

Ciao!

Labels: precious, revelation, senti

let the pain subside, my dear.

Monday, February 16, 2009;

Timeless. ♥ 7:20 AM

I was about to blog basically because I don't have anything to do. But too lazy to bloghop. Tss. Too bad.

I don't wanna go to school. I am now starting to hate school. Yeah, correct me. Not the school, but the c_________. HAHA. LOL. :) I just don't feel the fire burning unlike the HS days. Wherein somehow, I love school during that time. But now? ERR. Curse it.

But to make my post more convincing to be a rand post slash boredom killer, I'll post my recent photos from the photo shoot I made. Too bad I forgot to consider the background. Dont cha worry. I'll manage them in God's Time. :)

Entitled: Jumpshottick.
Comments are highly appreciated:

I'm sorry don't wanna do it again. :( ehe!

My mom hates you. :)

And what exactly was that?

I think you jump too high? :)

Now you jump too low?

I am so excited on the 20th of March. USTe Invasion and Lot more School Invasions/ Mall hopping/ Bar Hopping.. Come on. HAHA. :) So, I'm saving my money for that. Yeeees!

Ciao!

Labels: happiness form the heart, hidden sanctuary, photography

let the pain subside, my dear.