Date: Thursday, December 15, 2011
Time: 12:18 PM
Santa! Here's my list!
Since I am originally thinking of a wishlist post, I'll be doing two consecutive posts. The other one can be seen just right below this post. :) But I think that would be a bit boring for some who just don't care about HOW my heart is now. LOL
I'll let this post
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STAY SAFE DURING THIS SEASON :)
Time: 12:03 PM
A challenging year!
Hi bloggies and those who do series of blog walks. :)
I think this year became one of the most challenging years ever. I had a drastic life change since I graduated this year, so I have to make my career one step higher. At the same time, I think it helped me a lot as well in terms of 'moving on'. As long as I will not see him, as long as there's less communication with him, I think. I am getting there. :)
I don't know if some of you are really aware of what I've been through not just this year but last year as well. I have a 'delusional' love life. I thought what we had was real, I thought what we were can be considered real. I assume, I expect. But I end up shattered and now still struggling to make myself complete again. I tried by being with other 'someone' but I think it makes everything worst as ever.
Now, I'm really, trying to make all possible things to make myself open to what I think should be real in the future. I'm trying to make myself believe that LOVE IS REAL.
To you boy: Thank you. Thank you for making me realize that at times, what we show to others can be deceiving. I learned from it. I will not trust a guy easily. Unless, he makes an effort. The effort that I might least expect. Thanks.
To you girl: Just take care of him. I still love you, you know that. I have nothing against you since day 1. But, just take care of him. That's all.
To my other girls: Thanks for all your efforts of making me feel good. It was hard and I know you take her side than mine, since what they have can be considered "the real one". I understand that, thanks for waking me up on my long time delusion.
To my boy who saw me cried like a river: I know that you felt bad for me. Thank you. You're the only one who stood up for me and take care of me when at times, I felt I lost my balance in life. Thank you. I owe you a lot, I'm praying that God will send you the one you've been longing for. Thanks for the friendship. Again, I owe you. BIGTIME.
I think, posting this will make me feel better and now might say.
I MOVED ON, I LIVED AND NOW READY TO SAY.
HELLO BOYS! :)
P.S.: I'll be posting my Christmas/Birthday wishes soon! :) See you guys!
Date: Friday, December 9, 2011
Time: 12:21 PM
Certified, Civil Service Eligible.
God Bless me and my family! :)
Advance Merry Christmas everyone. I'm just too overwhelmed that God never let me down. I think He's giving me a good time now after all the things that happened to me from the past. :)
Let me hit my Gratitude list now:
Godbless everyone. I love this feeling and will be ecstatic forever.
Passing on an exam with 100% no idea about the content, it's fate and faith!
Xie xie ni! *at the top of my voice*
Date: Friday, December 2, 2011
Time: 7:36 AM
Date: Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Time: 11:13 PM
How was it now.
I have a lot of things to blog. I dunno why apparently, I wanted to do em all now. So many things happened in the past that I wasn't able to share. Might be, because I'm not yet that ready to tell everyone. It's a bit hard to make your life an open book, knowing that it will hit you back, twice.
I'm happy now, I mean. I have not all the good things in the world, but I have what I think I should.
The guts to face the cruel world and prove everyone that I can stand, once fallen, once beaten... Ready to give them a great fight. :)
There were times that I really wanted to give up and just go somewhere far from the reality, but in the end... Reality just strikes be again.
Don't you think living in the real world is hard? I, personally think it is. I usually day dream that one day, I will be happy. I will be taken care by someone I long for. It's a bit hard,really. To live on a day dream..
So, talking so random. Can't explain. :)
Omg, what a comeback, senseless post. But,this is what my hear feels now.
My future koala bear, where are you? What took you so long, I've been waiting for you. It hurts that I have to endure the world, alone.
Date: Thursday, June 23, 2011
Time: 9:16 PM
Kung ayaw niyo ng drama, wag niyo na basahin.
Umaga. Ang lakas ng ulan. Pero sige lang, kailangan kasi para sa interview. So sige sugod sa ulan, professional dapat!
Tanghali. Nakarating sa fiorgellatto. Dahil mahal, diet mode ang order kahit si mama magbabayad.
1pm. Nakarating sa interview place. Kakaiba. Ayoko na bumalik. Nakakatakot sa lugar, baha ng sobra. Pwede ka na magtayo ng pond.
3pm. Natapos ang exam ko at initial interview. Kakaiba din ang mga conditions nila, na tanging sa kanila ko lang narinig.
4pm. Kalbaryo pag-uwi at sangkaterbang naligaw ako kung saan-saan. Basang basa pa ako kasi munitk na ako maligo ng tubig baha. Galing naman kasi ng mga jeepney drivers, dun pa sa baha dadaan.
7pm. Nanakawan ako sa jeep. Wala ang pera ko, school id ko, postal id ko, picture ko, iba pang mga cards. Sakit pala pag naririnig mo yung katapat mo sa jeep, kinekwento niya paano nanakaw yung wallet mo. Syempre di ko siya masisi, kasi natakot din siguro siya. Mukha kasing armado yung dalawang lalaki na katabi ko eh. Mabigat yung bag, yun dapat kasi yung hahatakin ko kasi alam ko na na nasa kaniya na yung wallet ko. Pero dahil mabigat, baka may baril pa. Masakit talaga... Maglakad ng walang pera at umuulan pa.
8pm. Walang gana kumain. Pagod na, pulubi pa. Paano na yung postal id ko? Mahal yon ah! Tatapon lang din naman nung magnanakaw, kasama yung id ko nung college na sobrang tine-treasure ko.
8:30 pm. Ayon. Second Honors lang ako sa DL. Di ako competetive sa grade or palatanong gaya ng "anong score mo?, ilan ka?" at kung ano pang mga tanong na tinatanong lang ng mga taong grade conscious. Pero, di ko deserve ang grade na yan. Alam ko sa sarili ko. Di ako nagyayabang, pero di talaga ako masaya.
Sasabog na kasi ang puso ko eh. Kailangan ko to ilabas. :/
Date: Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Time: 7:20 PM
Since fb's down.
Just gonna rant. I don’t know if this will be shown on my fb. I believe so? HAHA. It’s been like months ago since I blog things about how I do things in my life. Yeah. OH. How’s my blog? HAHA. Haven’t check that up. I guess while I’m having my sanely vacation, I should do some updates! Yea!
Hmm.Okay. Shoutout to Aibhen Naguna for making me cry like 4 am? Then another session like 11-ish or 12-ish in the morning. :| Geez. Memories really can kill a person and slowly I’m dying while she’s talking to me. HAHA >:) Everything just happened like it was yesterday but the truth was, it happened like few few few few months ago. (count the fews). HAHA =)
Don’t you see how hot BIGBANG is? They are superb! :3 If God would allow me to choose my husband selfishly, I WOULD DEFINITELY CHOOSE TAEYANG OR GD. Any will do! Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh! :)
~피곤해. I am